i see that im the only one from my class who is online, i should really appear offline. haha, listening to my december now. i really dont understand why im always the one in the family who always gets scolded for ALL my actions. even if my actions had good intentions and thye were done the wrong way, i would be scolded too.
i just really dont get what is so different about my sister. she's human, so am i. she says more swear words than i do. she's one friggin bimbo when im not. and she doesn't respect God at all, when i do.
maybe this family has drifted so far apart that they dont seem to appreciate people who really care. maybe im just an idiot who thinks that she cares when her actions dont seem as if she cares. maybe im just an insignificant, disposable unit which opinions doesnt matter at all. or maybe we are just heartless creatures.
what happened? what happened to the times where we could actually communicate properly without a evil black face? where were the times that we actually could smile truely at another member of the family? where were the times that we actually could TALK to each other about things troubling us? where were the times that we could make a slip up and the other members would actually laught about it and forgiveness came easily?
so what if this family was uber rich when it is so broken up?

home. a place to sleep.
the defination of home has dropped.
i wish that all this was just a dream and everything would go back to normal. i wish that i didnt feel like there was something like this. i wish that we could throw away everything in exchange for the harmony of us again. i wish that all that never happen. i wish that at least me, (so? sue me, im selfish.) would have somewhere to go to, would have someone to return soon. i wish that life was more significant. i wish that the purpose of life would be known. i wish that they would be less paranoid of each other's actions.

no wonder.

haha! a week or so away from blogspot! a great accomplishment for this idiot who can never get her hands off the computer, the day she would stop liking the computer would be the day where the earth totally stops and the sky starts to burn! and [looks out of the window] i think the clouds are still lazily floating by and the sky is as black as it comes, nah, nothing special happening out there. hmm, i hope i still can remember what i promised to blog about. ohyes.\

[ichigo]
teehee. siewying told me that her cousin was called ichigo. i think we were looking at the fruits, coz our school organized this strange fruit hunt thingy. then we started talking. then she said, ichigo. i was totally like STRAWBERRY! and she gave me this =.= look. liuliu dont understand why sy always give liuliu that look. since her cousin was called ichigo, (a pretty rare name in liuliu's dictionary) i was pressing infomation out of her for quite awhile. until i learnt that had an extremely bad attitude problem, ichigoichigo is NOT his real name, ichigo is in raffles, ichigo always acts as if his family is his enemy, ichigo therefore is an idiot. thus, ichigo is not interesting anymore.
the ichigo conversation ended with us talking about something else. something totally out of point and so random that i've forgotten what it is about.

[hiding in a water hose thingy]
you know the room were peeps put the water hose? i hid in it. [stating it somewhat proudly] (= coz at the 2nd last day of school or something, our class decided to have more class bonding and started playing hide and seek together. this resulted in us running all over the 3rd level, searching for a place to hide. hide and seek sounds kinda boring but trust 2o7 to make the game so strangely interesting. lol, i blindly followed jomain, yiwei and sy. they found this water hose thingy, so we squeezed into the waterhose thingy. while getting quite comfortable in the water hose thingy, wiggy, huifun and rensyn came. thus, we had to squeeze even more. believe me, it wasnt nice smelling at all! that place was so hot that we were all boiling up and sweating like mad doggies! but we endured. well, we were quite noisy. my phone rang in the middle of everything. sy took a video that came out quite... dark. LOL orh did i mention that the place was extremely dark and i was hiding in the innermost corner. AND IM SCARED OF THE DARK! this is very bad. scrub that, that WAS very bad. but i still managed to get out alive and in one piece (grins). ohwells, after all that, we still got caught. haha (=

[drama]
woohoo i think we are quite... bad. our drama. we (1st grp) saw 2o2's performance and they were like SUPER GOOD. i think we dont even have 50% of their talent in acting angry! but still, WE ARE TWOSEVEN and we are VERY good in drama and choral night. SO, we WILL succeed and carry on the NAMESAKE of TWOSEVEN. wahahahaha. (this sounds as if we are carrying on some legency =| ohwells.) i hope we get in! i cant wait to go mess up peeps hair to help them gel/spike! WHEEHEE. we WILL get in.

[spiral and the new hp]
for the past few days i have been annoying people with my handphone ringtone. since WHEEE i got a N73,
(SO HAPPY, i cant believe that my mom actually allowed me to get that phone, but ohwells, the money invested in that phone was well worth it. it is so pretty, my sister got the W850i which is like so expensive and so pretty too. but she didnt have to pay it herself so i guess it's okay for her. she's currently using the phone not as a phone but as a mp3. she doesnt switch on her phone the entire day, she only switches it on whenshe wants to call/sms someone. i wonder how does she receive calls from her friends. but ohwells. all her friends are as bad as her, so i dont think that they even know how to dial her hp number. no offense. really.)
yep so since i got an N73, i purposely downloaded hiyo hiyo theatre into my hp and stuck it as my sms ringtone! and whoohoo guess what. i managed to drive my mom to nuts with this ringtone. i think she absolutely HATES spiral or something. she refuses to watch the anime T.T and and she's watching some western-influenced anime with my sister. the pictures sucks! it doesnt even look remotely like anime anymore. ohwells, THE INTEREST OF LIULIU-SAMA WILL PREVAIL.

[the missing of bbq, granny and the concert thingy]
i cant believe this, I MISSED THE BBQ JUST BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID CONCERT. my mom told me that we were going to do something with my granny that's why i agreed to join them instead of my kinda LAST CLASS GATHERING. and guess what. i was dragged to the prize presentation concert which was held at the indoor stadium. i was so super pissed off. my sister (that nice and pretty girl) was cheering her head off when her idol joey yung or whatever went up on stage. and YOU KNOW WHAT. WHY ON EARTH DOES SHE HAVE AN IDOL WHEN SHE IS SUPPOSED TO BE CHRISTIAN? the word idol was used because, she spent over $500 on the cds and stuff like that. she bought EVERY cd that that joey yung came up with. my sister totally changed, from a healthy, cute and chubby, small, good, little sister she turned into an anorexia, slimming down, idol chasing freak of a monster. the marvel of change. it's like she totally transformed into a totally different person. she used to be the happy perky kind of person who wears NORMAL length skirts and NORMAL shoes. instead what has she turned into now? some BLACK COLOUR FREAK and some BOOTS LOVER. and why this change came about? because of the accursed person called joey yung. i damn you joey yung. I BET IF YOU HAVNT ENTERED SHOWBIZ OR SINGING OR ANY CRAP THAT YOU MAKE YOU FAMOUS, (she's NOT EVEN pretty) MY SISTER WOULD STILL BE A NORMAL PERSON. this singer (freak performer) has not only destroyed my sister's perky and happy image but also made my family bond more strained. GO DIE. why cant my sister be more normal and like someone that wouldnt influence her as much. for example, jay chou or tank or fish leong or something. AT LEAST FISH LEONG LOOKS HAPPY. or why cant she like hebe from s.h.e (she look like the type that my sister would MAYBE like) at least hebe is better than your joey yung. who cares if she won the best singer prize or some crap like that? she's worse than me okay? how can my sister say that im lousier when I CAN SPEAK AND WRITE CHINESE when *some* people cant? how can she say that im inferior when I CAN SPEAK ENGLISH PERFECTLY, so perfectly that i can even put on a fake bbc accent, when *some* people cant even speak a word of UNDERSTAND for that matter english.

sometimes, the truth of idiocy hurts.

ohwells, it's her life what. liuliu-sama shall live her own life. gosh, im starting to get influenced by soggae T.T

IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THE UK TRIP. I HOPE KAT STILLS REMEMBER ME.

if there were really vampires that bite people according to their stress and unhappiness level, i would be the first one to be bitten. holy cow, im bloody sick and what does that whore do? scold me the whole entire day for things that i didnt bloody do? and now im not even allowed to reply. what can i friggin do in cases like this? it's like being scolded for NOTHING. and you're not allowed to clear the misunderstanding or anything. and what? im unreasonable. fine, I AM UNREASONABLE. im a friggin useless speck of shit. who even cares if im alive or dead. I GAVE THOSE THINGS TO YOU AND NOW I CAN TAKE IT AWAY. fine, FINE THEN. TAKE MY LIFE AWAY. i rather be dead then endure all this. IM TIRED OK? im tired of being ur model child. NO MATTER HOW BLOODY HARD I TRY OR WORK, I CAN NEVER BE UR PERFECT OR WHAT SHIT CRAP MODEL CHILD. and STOP ALL THESE. not as if ur mom was as demanding was YOU. shut up! you have no conscience at all. you bloody suck like shit. WHAT IS LIFE? WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LIFE? IT HAS NO BLOODY PURPOSE. HELLO, I DONT EVEN HAVE THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE WHAT I WANT TO STUDY. WHAT I BLOODY WANT TO STUDY IS NOT BLOODY MEDICINE. fine, i said vulgarities. HOW ABOUT YOU? what do u say? THAT SCUMBUG. not that i know how to spell that word. you dont even care dont you? WHY DONT YOU BLOODY LISTEN TO NUMB THEN COME AND SPEAK TO ME. why dont you just BLOODY KILL ME. meaningless you know.

you know. it's hard to love you.

IT'S JUST SO BLOODY EASY TO HATE YOU.

the only reason why i try to love you is because you gave me life. well, now you say that you can easily kill me why dont you? WHY DONT YOU JUST BLOODY KILL ME. and get charged for murder. ha.

and what caused you to say all that hurting words?

9 friggin mins on the comp watching karin.

betrayal. you never really trusted me. im doubting if you really loved me.

i rather go live life my own way then follow your way. just because you failed when you were young doesnt give you the right to mold MY life into the life YOU wanted. it's just not fair! i am still human afterall. i have what i like and what i dislike. and all the you pile on me, i never had any interest in. you dont really care that im scared of the dark. asked you for a night lamp, ytou said that it's worthless and a waste of money. then you shut the door tightly, leaving me in the darkness to rot. you know that im scared of large amt of blood and in the end you still want me to become an operating surgeon. that's why you dont bloody care at all. you just dont care. and now, i shall now care about myself. maybe i should become the mindless zombie that i used to be. that you used to force me to be. that you actually liked. fine then. a mindless zombie i would be. i guess you would know the result of it. it means that i would have no bloody friends, no bloody life and no bloody thoughts of my own.

fine then.

if that's what you want.

it's aways about you.

wont you even see this?

now what did i do again? i dont believe that i did anything wrong. am i supposed to give in all the time? what am i supposed to do? i dont believe that this is right. i dont believe that she can be forgiven and i cant. and what do u say? im going beyond my level? let me tell you, im like this ALL the time. yeah so? i curse. is that any of your business. why on earth do u care about ur face so much? dont you think that you are going over the limit? even i, who seem not to have feelings, feel extremely upset whenever these things happen. what do u want me to do? it's not my fault that im dominent. it's not my fault that im not submssive enough. well, i bought it with my OWN MONEY and what do u want me to do with it? give it to that brat to eat? just as i thought, you love her more than you love me right? ha, so that's how it feels to be unloved and unwanted. and what was that about disowning me? i dont understand you anymore. why is that everything you do is FOR THAT BRAT. you dont seem to care what i feel, and i cant take it anymore. you think that im rebelling against you on purpose. why dont you just turn and see what the brat is doing behind your backs. why dont you just look at me for what i am and not what i say for one moment. i guess you cant. i guess ur face means much more to you than i can ever mean to you. i wont say that nothing is my fault, but why cant you just get rid of your blindness. she's a friggin 12 years old this year. i distinctly remembered that when i was 12 you never told me that i was young and it's alright to be like a brat. i remembered that you scolded me like there was no tomorrow about stuff that i actually didnt do.

the leaves have fallen off, only the thorns are left. hard and unwanted. watch the leaves fly away as the wind blows. who even cares about the unwanted flowerless plant that sits on their doorsteps as a display. the plant is replaceable, it can easily be thrown away and disposed. it doesnt matter. in contrast, another plant shone radiantly. it's flowers are in full bloom, in perfect condition. the flower knew that it was indispensable and took full advantage of it. the heart of thorns is bleeding. but who cares?

the nose is running away, the tap is flowing. boo. the person gets sick.

maybe i should be like tamaki, sit in a corner, sulk and cultivate mushrooms.

holidays sucks.

now what did i do again? i dont believe that i did anything wrong. am i supposed to give in all the time? what am i supposed to do? i dont believe that this is right. i dont believe that she can be forgiven and i cant. and what do u say? im going beyond my level? let me tell you, im like this ALL the time. yeah so? i curse. is that any of your business. why on earth do u care about ur face so much? dont you think that you are going over the limit? even i, who seem not to have feelings, feel extremely upset whenever these things happen. what do u want me to do? it's not my fault that im dominent. it's not my fault that im not submssive enough. well, i bought it with my OWN MONEY and what do u want me to do with it? give it to that brat to eat? just as i thought, you love her more than you love me right? ha, so that's how it feels to be unloved and unwanted. and what was that about disowning me? i dont understand you anymore. why is that everything you do is FOR THAT BRAT. you dont seem to care what i feel, and i cant take it anymore. you think that im rebelling against you on purpose. why dont you just turn and see what the brat is doing behind your backs. why dont you just look at me for what i am and not what i say for one moment. i guess you cant. i guess ur face means much more to you than i can ever mean to you. i wont say that nothing is my fault, but why cant you just get rid of your blindness. she's a friggin 12 years old this year. i distinctly remembered that when i was 12 you never told me that i was young and it's alright to be like a brat. i remembered that you scolded me like there was no tomorrow about stuff that i actually didnt do.

the leaves have fallen off, only the thorns are left. hard and unwanted. watch the leaves fly away as the wind blows. who even cares about the unwanted flowerless plant that sits on their doorsteps as a display. the plant is replaceable, it can easily be thrown away and disposed. it doesnt matter. in contrast, another plant shone radiantly. it's flowers are in full bloom, in perfect condition. the flower knew that it was indispensable and took full advantage of it. the heart of thorns is bleeding. but who cares?

the nose is running away, the tap is flowing. boo. the person gets sick.

maybe i should be like tamaki, sit in a corner, sulk and cultivate mushrooms.

holidays sucks.

i have just woken up from a 4 hour nap. i realised that if i take naps, i never seem to be able to wake up from them at a reasonable time. thus, i have come to a conclusion. liuliu-SAMA should NEVER ever take naps. as there are many bad things that would result from the badbad nap. for one, the loss of precious time. =( it's like (quotes linkin park) you're "watching time fly out of the window." that's so sad. boo.

before i fell asleep i was thinking about me. okyee, that's lie really selfish but i could help thinking about me due to the selfish human nature. ok so i was thinking about how insignificant i am in the world. [part of this is actually inspired by the melachony of haruhi suzumiya, i should never have watched that show.] ohwells. was thinking what does my existance mean to the world when it hit me that i was nothing, a nobody. hopefully, i dont mean the world to anyone. i dont even think my parents really care about who i am, they care more about their reputation and what is the worldly view of them than they really care aboout me and how i feel. this therefore concludes that i dont been the world to my parents. and anyway if i wasnt here, i have this feeling that they would be much happier than they are now. if i wasnt here, they wouldnt have to deal with my attitude problem and rebellious character, they wouldn't have to deal with any teenage angst because they would have my sister. and to them my sister is perfect. nothing would make them see me as the person that i am. im always being compared to my sister. and then loosing out on everything.

insignificant to the world. when i was younger, i was like HS, i thought that the world revolved around me because i was spoilt and selfish, [not that im saying that im not spoilt or selfish now] i remembered those trips to the zoo, those weird tasting icecream and simple stuff like that. i remembered that care my mom and dad would show. that was all before my sister was born. then when my sister was born, the "world revolves around me" theory collasped in front of me. my mom and dad no longer cared about me. they arrived a few seconds after my sister expanded her lungs to make some horrible screeching sound that sounded almost humanlike. RAR. i feel useless.

it's useless to blog. i feel useless. ohwells.

wahahaha havnt been blogging coz i was addicted to ouran high school host club. just recently finished watching it. (= aww haruhi looks so much cuter in the anime and she doesn't look guy-ish at all. ohwells! but she's till so cute. but aha, in the anime kyouya looks so kewl! teehee i mean in the manga he looks so nerdish but in the anime it's like wow! he looks so kewl! awwww. orh and tamaki is more stupid than usual in the anime O.o nono, im not saying that he's NOT stupid in the 1st place, but he just seems more stupid. "COME TO DADDY!" =twitch twitch= MORI IS SO KEWL. ohwells. lol. i think it's because of post exam stress (getting back results) that i've become so lunatic.

i have been calling tamaki makimaki. teehee! so today when i went to school, i irritated soggae, sy, eeeeeeeening and lynn with lots of squealy MAKIMAKIS. it wasnt thatbad actually, but lynn looked so grumpy that i decided to give her a nice nickname to cheer her up. in the end, she ended up with WAKIWAKI. although it was very nice and strangely nice sounding, she did not like it. T.T hurt my feelings. lol while getting back our geog results, i tried calling jomain, WUKIWUKI! and surprisingly, she responded. wow! thus, jomain low turns into wukiwuki. teehee in the end i dunno how wenqi got dragged into this too but wenqi is now wekiweki. (= the kiki family! and me? im liuliu-SAMA. wahahahahahahaha

this rubbishy post is due to the stress my really inferior results are giving me. i should upload pictures later =)

this are getting back to worse. i mean i thought that we could at least enjoy our break after the exams, preparing for choral night and stuff. but apparrently no. the moment we got back our results, some of us sink into a whole pot of quicksand. quickly sinking into depression. furthermore, their results are not even low. and no, im not just talking abot nygh people. this also applies to people coming from sngs.

i know this doesnt sound right coming from me, who stupidly sulked after getting back my math test and finding that it is seriously not up to expectations, who became quite irritable when she realised that her math was kinda one of the lowest in the level, who got jealous of the people chosen for SMO. but exams and stuff like this are just, paper. i bet like more than 4/5 of singapore would have that sort of certificate by the time we grow up and get to work. why dont we just focus more on our public awareness and interview skills. this is so not right coming from a person like me. but because i suck so much that i have to burry my head in a pot of dirt doesn't mean that i am not entittled to any right to let me speak my mind. eventhough the thought in my mind makes absolutely no sense in a stupid blog like this and it wouldn't even penetrate through my thick skull.

what does it say if someone has the talent to do stuff but dont have the attitude to do it cheerfully? i bet the person would get fired more quickly than he/she can pronounciate wakazumlakiumbernukium. who would like to be staring at a sulky face? especially if one is working in a job that requires one to meet many people. imagine, you are a psychologist (i use this example because it is kinda my dream job, ohwells.) what if that day something crops up and affects our mood so much that we become pmsy and sulk so much that we scare all our patients away? that, would be disasterous. i mean you might know how to apply the best techniques in the world, but it doesnt change the fact that you cant communicate with your patient. thus, communication skills are extrememly important. and having attitude is kinda extrememly important too. well... but to a schoolkid like this bakamono here, attitude is like nothing. it cant get you anywhere.

i was discussing this issue with lidie todae. (it was because both of us didn't know how to play cards and the whole class were obsessed with playing cards. both of us were left out and upset T.T thus we decided to talk about depressing topics like this.) so what if one has attitude? sigh. lidie reckons i have a great interest and attitude in all of my subjects and my aptitude is just average. thus my strange and a little lousy marks. while lidie reckons that she has more aptitude than attitude. but her math is so super high. boo. nevermind, i should just do like more math during the hols. must be more like sy. she got selected for SMO. im so super jealous. i wanna go too. im just not clever enough. maybe if only i was cleverer. i should just go for some brain transplant so i wont be this stupid.

=( life is never fair. i shall not elaborate further on this statement.

they say, truth is always hidden in the dark. how true is that. *snorts* is there even a word such as truth anymore, or are people getting so wonderfully evil that they totally misunderstands the meaning of truth. now the meaning of truth is no longer what is real, but rather, a white lie. society is so good to us.

rar. and i still dont get what i did to get people so pissed.

and my dad is scolding me because im on the comp. I LOVE MY PARENTS. what gives them the right to control my life. it's just not fair. it's not like im doing anything insane or evil! im just blogging! AND IT'S NOT EVEN LATE. every single day, he comes in to scold me just because im using the comp. what does he expect me to do when he doesnt allow me to draw (wasting time), watch tv (my SISTER and my DAD is watching) and doesnt allow me to use the computer (spoil my eyes and waste electricity) ha. what should i go and do? STUDY? do i even deserve a break? and all you care about is what? results? every single day, you come home to wreck havoc, you dont even ask about how i feel from day to day. ALL YOU ASK IS HOW DID SCHOOL GO? HOW ARE YOUR RESULTS? all you want to do with my results is show them off to other hypocritical people like yourself right? and you think that you are always at the top so you never want to listen to anyone but yourself right? so many things i've been right. so many things were so obvious. you just ignore them. living in your own world is good, but in some situations is it not exactly the best thing to do. well, you can daydream so why cant i? you can dont bother to listen to me so why must i bother listening to you? this is so meaningless. i cant wait for the day where i succeed beyond your expectations and dump all you have given me back into your face so that you cannot say that i would not take care of you when you are old. and you know what, im tempted to abadon you people. everytime WE insist that we would surely take care of you, YOU FRIGGIN POINT OUT ALL OUR BAD POINTS. LIKE WHAT YOU THINK WE WOULD STILL BE LIKE THAT 20 YEARS FROM NOW? DREAM ON MAN. why cant you just pause and TRY TO FRIGGIN UNDERSTAND FOR A FEW SECONDS. just a few seconds. just FRIGGIN open your eyes for a few seconds.

my family rawks doesnt it?
a crazy retarded stupid older sister
a bimbotic oh-so-perfect little sister
a pervertic cheating freak of a father
a brainless caring flirt of a mother
well, at least my mom cares.

wahahaha i got back my results today. math was quite disappointing. i was aiming for at least 72 in the end i got 70... and the exam paper was easy. i mean hello, the highest was 98? i bet im the lowest in the level. =( ohwells. what is done is already done. I SHOULD STUDY HARDER IN THIS HOL. REVISE ALL THE TOPICS! i will GET A1 IN THE NEXT EXAM! *insert sobs here*

for hist, i PASSED IP! im soo super happy. i have NEVER passed hist before. and looking at the situation i was in (i actually couldnt study or memorise anything.) so looking at the fact that my memory is kinda failing me, THE PASS IS AN EXTREMEMLY GOOD PASS. woohoo! 60! LOL. i love myself and the hist ppt and all the people that helped me in hist! =) i finally passed! lol, i got super low for structured questions. LOL cannot remember anything. woohoo but still pass! i LOVE the marking scheme this time. I LOVE YOU MS KOH! i passed i passed i passed! wheehee

orh i think lidie should tuition me in math. not that she would see this.

our principal is leaving nygh. i dunno if i should be happy or sad because overly obese (sngs principal) is also leaving sngs. what if she suddenly become our principal?! argh then i would go and die in a ditch. leave my body to rot there. i doubt anyone would miss me much. on the other hand, i should be happy because mdm mak finally got a chance to fufill her dream to go overseas to head a school. woohoo, you rule man! liuliu-SAMA supports our lovely principal all the way! nvm! as long i get another GOOD principal it's fine with me.

choral night is coming. whee so nervous. our performance is on the 2nd of nov. i think. yep i think it is on the 2nd of nov. woohoo i hope i really get the long pants soon. if not i have to wear shorts. and it looks so super idiotic! O.o so tootie! ARGHHHHHHHHH WHITE PANTS.

orh today training started. i got a GIANT box of gobstoppers from claire. LOL it's so huge. it's like 2 to 3 times the normal size? and it's friggin from US and she gave it to me. wow im so amazed. quite a lot got stolen by seniors. ohwells. then training started, played handball for warm ups. then we started to do 2 sets to physical training. i have a bad feeling a certain person was cheating. i mean we were doing the handhand swinging thingy together. then i was doing about 1.5 round when she was only doing one. and we finished at the same time O.o is there something wrong there or is it just me? and i realised that i have very little endurance. i shall stop drinking sweet drinks from now on. hmm thinking about it again, i think i shouldnt. cant resist! teehee. ohwells. i expect to have muscle aches tomorrow. if i dont, i'll be super(wo)man! aww, if only i was super(wo)man. but all the same, training was fun. kinda. in a strange way. O.o wahahahhaa.

i declare that SOGGAE, ME and WENQI look like models for male clothes. soggae looks MACHO. wenqi looks GAY. i look... like a normal guy! LOL. woohoo i shall post the picture up later. and play around with the clothes name. LOL just like in a fashion zine. woopie. ohwells. we rawk, (the three of us) one day we should go to some modelling agency and tell them,
"hi, can we register in your company?"
"what kind of model would you want to register as?"
*glares up and down*
"the three of us would like to register as models for MALE teenager clothes."
LOL i bet the person would get a shock. we rawk dont we? ne soggae?

haha, todae was an eventful day. soggae, sy and wenqi came over! teehee so happie. i kinda woke up late in the morning, i think i woke up at about 7.30. late T.T i was suppose to wake up at 6 in the morning to wait for sy and soggae (coz they were coming early) and to prepare for tomorrow. so depressing. in the end, i woke up 1 and a half hours late. i must really be getting old! soon i'll have a beard and stuff like that. (lol homo) (= lalala im soooo nervous for tomorrow. ohwells, i think i should just take time off, forget my stress and blog about this teehee. too tired to think. thus the horrible post and the lack of understanding in the choral and drama night thingy.

so early in the morning, wenqi, soggae and sy arrived at my house. first thing they did was go right down to the basement to see CL. quite sad actually. but ohwells, they played with CL then soggae looked and smelt so intriguing that CL started to bite her arm. haha she's alright. (except that she's grumbling about how the bite marks are still there at this time at night and how pro cl is because she bit her til it cant come off. but i think having cl's bite marks is actually quite common, quite invisible. i mean like i go to school with cl's bite marks but no one comments on the bite marks or anything right? thus, i deem it to be COMMON. tadah and so there!) sy was so scared of cl that she ran up the stairs or something. i wonder how she felt when cl finally went bouncing up to her. if i havnt forgotten, i think she screamed and started running around with cl hot on her heels. woohoo cl owns. hmm, wenqi... i think cl didn't like wenqi much. awwww sorry wenqi! wenqi thinks that she smells like a vegetable that's why cl didn't like her. and soggae smelt alot like fish so cl thinks that she's food and thus is trying to bite her hand and socks off.but wenqi managed to scare cl quite effectively. i think. my memory is hazy now. LOL. well, the playing with cl session was fun and *ouch* painful. lucky there were others to target so she didn't bite me as much. teehee. orh and the 4 of us agreed that cl has officially grown bigger and fatter. wait, i think wenqi said something about cl being skinny. did she? ohwells. she's FAT. overweight!

we played with her til about 11? yep. they (wenqi, soggae and sy) decided that they should dress me because i didnt know what i should wear. i think it's probably the first time in ages i looked at my cupboard. to my utter horror, i found TEN skirts in it. and more than half of clothes are girlish. i wonder how i got all that stuff. there's even some bareback in there O.o but in the end, i chose what to wear myself. teehee i rawk so much. who thinks i rawk, breathe! they spent 30 min dressing me btw.

while walking to the bus-stop, we realised that sy was supersuper strange. all of us except her was wearing pants and a shirt. while she looked like she was going out with her bf. she's sooo super girlish. i wonder how can anyone survive wearing a skirt all day long. and she has NO specs, thus causing her to be the odd one out. she was also the only one with long hair. teehee so girlish. we were all carrying sling bags, well with the exception of SY. and she was the ONLY one in slip-ons. for goodness sake, i've never put on a pair of slip-ons in my entire life. lalala see how different you are sy? but she looks pretty today! even my sis says so. and i think her standards are pretty high. (she wants me to go for plastic T.T)

when we boarded the mrt, i was pushed right in and there was NOTHING for me to hold. i immediately grabbed the person next to me. soggae. i think she made some remark about her not being stable or being a post. so i let go and *hugged* wenqi instead. (oh my dearest mother ahswee, your son is hugging you!) lol in the end soggae lost her balance too and held on to sy. (both sy and wenqi were holding to the pole pole thingy in the mrt) this me and soggae held on to each other. thus, we formed a closed circuit. teehee. i guess we rawk so much. wenqi and i being and LIVE WIRE. and sy and soggae being the NEUTRAL WIRE. the earth wire dunno go where, so we ended up as a two-pin plug. teehee, we are really... insane.

looking at sy and soggae walk together from the back, it seems as if sogae is a guy and sy is a girl and they are dating each other. so i bluntly told wenqi about it. she went into ahswee ahma mode and told soggae that she is her future son-in-law. lol being the person i was, i decided to play along. so i told sy that my JIEJIE was getting desperate. dating a shorter guy. awww when are they going to get married! then i went to greet my brother-in-law leaving my jiejie to fume. teehee. i think they should be married by now!

oh i was SUCCESSFUL TODAY. i rawk i rawk i rawk. WE MANAGED TO DRAG SOGGAE TO TAKE NEOPRINTS! TEEHEE. we spent a good 15 min convincing soggae that it is her FIRST and LAST time. so after a lot of convincing and persuading and sad sad eyes. she said, OKAY. i was totally like YAY! I LOVE YOU SOGGAE. teehee i bet all of us were super happy. EVEN SY TOOK THE NEOPRINTS. SOOOOOOO HAPPY! orh and the three of them claim that taking neoprints with 3 newbies is an extremely dangerous and disasterous act. but i thought it was okyee... ne? well, it did turn out okyee, except for the 1st picture where no one was prepared and i was sitting them trying to get them to come over FAST. in the end the camera snaped when wenqi was standing STRAIGHT, her hands in a STRAIGHT LINE. her mouth TOTALLY STRAIGHT. she looked like some army officer on inspection. a smile wont hurt right? LOL. and sy was like whee im coming in! so all we got was her side view. i was so shocked when the picture snapped that all i had was this O.O expression. ohgosh. AND SOGGAE WASNT IN IT AT ALL. that was the horrible-est picture/neoprint i've ever taken. =( not nice. orh and when soggae and wenqi decided to work on a picture, they took the time i took to design 4 pictures to design ONE picture. i feel so accomplished suddenly LOL. all of us loved out "dao" picture coz we thought we looked pretty modellish in that picture. like teenage models modelling for clothes. quite kewl. except some of us ARE FAT. (guess who? you're kinda reading her blog now.) aww i think my fatness destroyed the whole picture. i should go loose some weight LOL. lalala but the pic was really nice. i should post the picture LATER.

we took the wrong mrt line home. we were crapping about stuff. which i promptly forgot. then suddenly wenqi asked, "are we in the correct mrt?" soggae answered something where the speaker went, "braddell" we rushed out and waited for the other line which came rather quickly. lol. how retarded can a group of retardies get? this.

can u believe me, sy and soggae finished a pot of beehoon for lunch? i have never eaten this much in my entire life. gosh. i wonder how much soggae eats normally. i'll probably wont be able to eat tomorrow. T.T oh im so nervous about tomorrow. aww wenqi was poor thing T.T we had no vegetarian food for her thus she ate her instant noodles. T.T

they were laughing like crazy when i bathed. i wonder what they were laughing about. i wonder... i wonder...

i went to the dentist T.T it was pretty sucky. BECAUSE i was given rubberbands AGAIN. because my teeth werent in a perfect condition T.T i hate my teeth, WHY DOES IT HAVE TO TAKE AFTER MY FATHER'S TEETH! go away. rar. anyway many people are amazed by the fact that i going to uk not for a trip but rather an exchange programme. o.O (my dad just came in to scold me and claims that i was surfing the net for the entire day. i wonder how did that happen when i was out with my friends.) ohwells. dentists are scary. really scary

i spent many hours at a phone shop, coming home with no new phone. the worst thing? i cant seem to find my phone now. i think my mom took it. this is soooo super crappy. I LOVE MY DEAREST PHONE. MY DEAREST MOMMY PLEASE RETURN IT TO ME! haiz. i guess my mom wont even consider getting a new nokia N series model for me T.T she says it's super ex. i saw a really pretty phone. checked the price, 1k+++ and promptly forgot the name of the phone coz it's obviously out of my reach. but... IT'S SO SUPER PRETTY im IN LOVE.

the rest of the day was slacking and taking dinner. my dad still thinks there's sth wrong with me. T.T i feel so insulted. ohwells, i shall upload picture tomorrow. im too tired to do it right now. teehee i hope i'll pass my exams.

i love the show world trade center. it just so sad. i mean u can really see the actor's efforts and stuff like that. even the family's member's reaction is so appropriate. it's just so nice. to sum it all up, everyone should go and watch world trade centre. especially some of you (actually i dunno if this *some of you* will read this post LOL) who would prefer to go iceskating than watch this meaningful movie! =) i think you should know who you are! teehee! MUST GO AND WATCH!

lalala, i fell down the j8 overhead bridge today. lol, i was walking and smsing at the same time, keeping pace with lette and becca. then being the klutz i am, i missed a step because i was daydreaming about something. i forgot what. and i fell, lucky my arms shot out fast enough to help me break and not fall down faceflat. then there was this sharp pain in my ankle for like 10 sec before the pain subsided. i was like "owwie" the most amazing thing was that... both of them didnt even know that i've fallen down ahaha. i rawk, falling so quietly. so after that fall, for about 10 mins i was totally walk, owwie, walk, owwie and it goes on and on and on. but yep, at least got otouto to grumble to LOL. teehee. ohwells. that fall totally spoilt my whole mood. but letting a small thing like that spoil my mood is so unliuliu-ish. i really must be changing. or is it just... what i told otouto i was feeling? maybe. ahaha, but that's still so unlike me. maybe i should just smile it off. (=

my hands are mutated. from the fingernails to the wrist. all mutated. i should go for some laser surgery (lol, jkjk. as if i'll ever do that) or i should just wear a glove. O.o lol

tomorrow soggae, wenqi and sy coming! =3

er. im in beca's house now! teehee so fun! okyee maybe not. o.O we're listening to spastic music and creating fanfictions. okyee maybe not me, them. (colette and becca) =D im just listening teehee. blubblub, the *ahem* lady master of the house is scary. *shivers* you'd feel like it's like totally like you have to whisper. (gawd, my spelling suck, i never said that my spelling was good right?) lalaala
some info about the fanfic. WAAAAIT A MO. how come ZHEN LEI IS MY MOTHER?! AND ZHEN LOU IS MY SISTER? ano... so my character is bad? hmm actually, im quite confused and lost in the convo already. teehee. somehow it got related to digimon frontier. O.o strange... hmm strange.

orh just now we went to watch a movie. it rawks (= WORLD TRADE CENTER MAN! soggae ha! i OWN! ohwells shall blog abt that LATER.

T.T they insulted hitsugaya T.T waaaaaaaaaaaaa THEY SAY THAT THE TAICHOU UNIFORM LOOKS LIKE A MAID UNIFORM!! I THINK TOSHIRO IS SOOO SUPER CUTE AND YET THEY... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ohwells i think i should blog later. =\

it's like some 5.45am in the morning and im awake and kicking already. man, there's really some psychological disorder of the clock in my body. what time did i sleep yesterday? 12.45am. so technically, i only slept for 5 hours. and you know what woke me up? a mosquito. yes! a friggin MOZZIE.

go disappear and die you stupid little annoying mosquito. if later in the day i die or faint from tiredness, it's ALL your fault. i went to go tell my mom about the mosquito. she scolded me. i mean i never had this problem until SHE packed my stuff yesterday. so technically, I, the great liuliu-kun, did not invite the mozzie in. but rather it is HER that invited the mozzie in. so sadly, now im sitting in front of the laptop, because the stupid mozzie buzz is irritating me so much. and im covered in mo pi ko. and i stink because mo pi ko stinks. i should be sleeping now! ROAR.

haiz, idiotidiotidiot mozzie! nvm, later i would be going out with lette and mommy haha. adopted mommy. (= watching WORLD TRADE CENTRE! yay! and taking neoprints. .... THE MOZZIE IS STILL ATTACKING ME IN SPITE OF THE MO PI KO! my mozzie bites are increasing in number drastically. T.T i have accumulated 6 mozzie bites in 5 hours. wow. talking about mozzie bites and how long i slept... im hungry. and im the only one awake. T.T not even my aunty is awake. i think CL is awake but ohwells.

i should blog about my lil outing later. wish that i'd gone to ikea with soggae, sy and lynn!

little children all loose their innocence once they grow up. i used to be scared of the cane. whenever i wanted to answer my mom, as in answer her when she's accusing me of something that i didn't do, i'll think of the cane. i remember there was this period of time, i got beaten like 3 times a day, everyday. i think it lasted for about 2 years. in that 2 years, i think i grew. not in the moral sense or in my character but in my immunity to the cane. thus, now days, whenever they threaten me with the cane. whenever they raise it to beat me, i realise that i have no/little reaction. or rather my reaction is more like flare up and get so pissed at them that im tempted to scream at them. that's when the slaps come in. i didn't like my face to get bruised, so i stopped shouting at them. stopped answering them all together. so when the cane shoves it's ugly head into any parts of my body, i stopped responding to it. teehee. it kinda rawks when you dont respond to it. because once you embrace pain as your friend, nothing can stop you. my mom can wack me until i bleed for all i care. nothing would change this insane attitude of mine. as so nicely named by my mom, your attitude is very bad, girl. you'll make us loose face outside if you continue to talk to us like that. stop your attitude problem. i mean so little. i am a shame, a burden right? i guess so.

i feel as if i have changed. i refuse to accept change.

i wish i could go back to those days. when people around me wasn't so fanatical and perverted. i wish that i can be in pri school again. i wish people wouldn't be so fanatical.

but thinking about it again. perhaps i have not changed that much. im still scared of the dark. scared of clowns. scared of being alone. scared of being alone in a small/large bright/dark space. basically, im scared of everything.
scaredy-cat =3

i love physics.

F=ma (newton's second law)
a=(v-u)/t (to find acceleration)
Nm=N ( force) x m (perpendicular distance frm pivot)

Current
Parellel - I1 = I2 + I3
Series - I1 = I2 = I3

Volts
Parellel - V1 = V2 = V3
Series - V1 = V2 + V3

Ohms
Parellel - 1/R1 = 1/R2 + 1/R3
Series - R1 = R2 + R3

Electric current
I (ampere) = Q(coulombs)/T(sec)

Heat energy
I^2RT

P = IV
P = I^2R

P = workdone/time [joules/sec]
P = V^2/R [volts/resistance]

E (joules) = PT (watts x sec)
E = CVT [ampere x volts x sec]
E = I^2RT [heat energy]
E = (V^2/R)T [(volts/resistance) x time]

kWh = kW x h

V [potential difference] = E/Q [energy,workdone (joule)/current (coulomb)]

V [potential difference] = IR [current (ampere) x Resistance (ohms)]

apparently, im a sicko who reproduce paper money. o.O my mom seems not to trust me. she always thinks of the weirdest things to say to me. like, i saw u on that website, (the 911 conspiracy) you were going to print out those US dollar notes right?

harlooooooo... im kinda using a box called a laptop that has NO printer attatched to it? so how do u expect me to print my suff if i have absolutely NO printer?

right, she still doubts me. then tells me. "it's not that i dont trust you but you cannot be trusted." (insert a swear word of your choice) i mean, in what way cant i be trusted?! i dont remember betraying her or anything. OR IS THE MISTAKE THAT I MADE SEVEN FRIGGIN YEARS AGO STILL IMPALED INTO YOUR MEMORY?! why dont u just friggin let go? doesnt mean that if i dont get into council during secondary school IM GOING TO SINK BACK INTO MY OLD WAYS RIGHT? as if IM GOING TO JOIN THEM AGAIN. as if im gonna nick items again. why dont you just friggin have some faith in me? is it because of one, ONE! mistake that you cannot bring yourself to forgive me or trust me anymore? so much so that you trust the brat more than you trust me?

(insert word) man, you brought this upon yourself. you gave me a reason why i should become more distant to you guys. esp you mom, dad. and of course not leaving out the brat.

science and my dad stinks. let me start with my dad first. he sticks on so much perfume that where ever he goes the suffocating and stale smell of perfume follows. i bet he pours one whole entire bottle over himself. and i bet anything i've blogged about this before. so happens that he decides to enter my room and blow the fan onto himself.

my sister stinks more than my dad or me. she think she's completely cute and innocent. i happen to think that she's rather irritating, and most likely quite perverted. she just walked into my room and destroyed my science notes on the window, now i have to do it all over again, wasting my precious time. rar. now she takes my markers and waste the ink drawing worthless stuff on her window. orh and she thinks that i suck. wow, she really stinks up a stinkbomb man. i really dont get why people find her so nc,ie to be with. i bet she bribes them into thinking that she's nice and everything. and her taste is absolutely horrible. stinks like nuts. and she still dare to call me a stupid asshole who is too idiotic to even pass psle. and i only got into ny by luck. er, wow. at least im lucky, not like some other people out there.

and talking about people who stink. i think i stink too. my science stinks. my english stinks. my chinese language stinks. my oral stinks. i think i'd probably stink up this whole room than my dad is doing his job to stink up his whole room. i stink right now because i cant remember anything for science.

ok onto why science stinks. i cant remember any friggin thing about the human reproduction system. and now im stressing like nuts. i hatehatehatehatehate the human repro system and anything to do with humans. i hatehatehate the digestive system, i think we learnt about that last year. it probably sucks more than the human repro system. i think science stinks.
menstrual cycle
day 1 to 5
1. progesterone and oestrogen levels drop, menstruation occurs.
2. endometrium not maintained.
3. FSH - follicle stimulating hormone is produced, stimulates follicle growth

day 6 to 12
1. pre-ovulation period
2. ovum develops
3. oestrogen is secreted to stimulate the repair endometrium

day 13 to 14
1. ovulation period
2. LH - luteinising hormone and FSH - follicle stimulating hormone induce ovulation to the oviduct

day 14 to 27
1. luteinising hormone causes the corpus luteum to secrete progesterone
2. maintains and vascularizes endometrium to prepare for implantation

day 28 to 1
1. if fertilization and implantation did not occur, the progesterone and oestrogen levels drop
2. endometrium not maintained, it breaks down
3. cycle starts all over again

when im 46, i would be a very kewl dudette who would be the first to have a beard and a moustache but still look like a female. my skin would be burnt black and my hair would be big puffy and white. yay. this is very good.
o.O i should blog more later. this is a rubbish post because my sister is chasing me off. T.T

=D sudden urge to blog after finishing the book, ptolemy's gate. teehee, it's part of the bartimaeus trilogy, sadly, it's the last book. =( and in the end nathaniel died. (gosh, im making reference to the book while blogging about this, lol. this further proves the insanely bad memory of liuliu- HAHAHA. note to self: i am not an egoistic pig) i loved the ending, although it's probably cliche. shall i type the ending here? i probably should.
haha, it's starting from the part where they were going to kill nouda and were infused in each other O.o (im feeling quite gong, thus this post with the end. and bartimaeus is a demon =3)

*in Bartimaeus' point of view*
Bartimaeus... the thought was very faint.
Yes?
You've been a good servant...
What do u say to something like this? i mean, with death bearing down and a 5000 year career of incomparable accomplishment about to hit the fan? the appropriate response, frankly, is some sort of rude gesture, followed up by the loudest of raspberries, but again i was stymied - being in his body made the logistics too cumbersome to bother with. so wearily, wishing we had some kind of maudlin soundtrack, i played along. Well, um, you've been just dandy too.
i didn't say you were perfect...
What?
far from it. let's face it, you've generally managed to cock things up.
WHAT? the bloody (ahem please pardon the use to this word here) cheek! Insults, at a time like this! with death bearing down, etc. i ask you. i tolled up my metaphorical sleeves. Well, since we're doing some straight talking, let me tell you buddy -
which is why i'm dismissing you right now.
Eh? but i hadn't misheard. i knew i hadn't. i could read his mind.
dont take it the wrong way... His thought was fragmented, fleeting, but his mouth was already mumbling the spell. It's just that... we've got to break the staff at the right moment here. you've holding it in check. but i cant rely on you for something as important as this. you are bond to mess it up somehow. but thing is... best thing is to dismiss you. that'll trigger the staff automatically. then i know it'll be done properly. he drifted. he was having trouble keeping awake now - the energy was draining unhindered from his side - but with a final effort of will, he kept speaking the necessary words.
Nathaniel -
say hello to Kitty for me.
Then Nouda was upon us. Mouth opened, tentacles slashed down. Nathaniel finished the dismissal. i went. the staff broke.

a typical master. right to the end, he didnt give me a chance to get a word in edgeways. which is a pity, because at that last moment, i'd have liked to tell him what i thought of him. mind you, since in the split second we were, to all intents and purposes, one and the same, i rather think he knew anyway.


and then it ended.
so unsatisfactory! and there would be no more continuation of anything of that sort so whatever. =( waaaaaaaaaaaa. i wanna more of that bookie. DIE JONATHAN STROUD! =(
i think i've wasted a lot of time thinking about unnecessary things. and have neglected science. i shall go and pluck the few measly strings on the guitar then start studying at 3.30, i rawk at wasting time. =3

this post is to rant about the stupid haze. since i got sensitive nose, the stupid haze has caused my nose to become more stuffed than usual so i cant smell anything. i cant even smell the revolting, suffocating, strangling smell of my dad's perfume. and that's really bad, coz he puts a lot of perfume. i bet he pours one whole bottle over himself everyday. argh, that stale awful smell is gone. wow. besides that, my lungs have been acting really weird these few days, flash asthma attacks. all because of the stupid haze. go and die!
even my mom is affected by the haze, she's like complaining about the smoke smell. lol. orh she walked into my room today asking me if i was burning anything. then told me about the consequences if i was burning down. it included, burning yourself then you cannot watch tv, burning your computer, burning your science notes and burning the house down. orh not to mention, burning your bed down. O.o i dont get why she suspects that im burning something. but ohwells, what is done is done. and no, i didn't burn anything.
psle, chinese. my sister claims that it's easy, i believe her because her chinese is good compared to mine. i think it's probably because she watches so many chinese dramas. what so good about chinese dramas? O.o i really dont see the point in watching them. it's all the same. dunno how many thousand episodes to get the couple together because of various episodes and a few minutes to get married! why even bother going thru this hard process of idol chasing while watching that ridiculously predictable storyline? i really dont get people sometimes. actually, most of the times.
aww i want science paper to be over so that i can celebrate my granny's bdae and have fun with my friends! but im scared coz i have to go to the dentist and who knows how many of my teeth are rotten from eating so many chocolates and sweets, maybe i should have listened to my mother and eat less sweets and protect my teeth from the wrath of the evil evil evil dentist when i still could. now i cannot because i already ate and and nothing can change. oh woe, how i regret my actions. my actions have caused me to become extremely depressed about the condition of my nearly perfect teeth. T.T and the torture treatment from the dentist. oh woe! get the dentist away from me T.T shoo, nonono i dont want anything called "a dentist" near me anymore. i had enough of dentist. you and your sharp instruments!
i should aim to become a professional doctor with soggae, but probably we would not recognise each other or will be working at different hospitals as different dept house(wo)mans. maybe at the age of 46, both of us would finally turn professional and we can reunite and tell each other about this goal of ours. decided when we were at age 14, when we were still schooling at nygh, when we were trying to study science so that we can take the triple science course. but =) all these are fun! even though exams and not fun and everything, how we actually panic and study is quite fun! i think it's one of the rarer times where we actually panic and actually seriously sit down to study.
CL is getting more wild when my sister is around. either she loves me and my aunty or she hates my sister. she likes to chase after my sister, showing her no mercy when she sink those tiny piercing teeth into the flabby, delicious sounding skin, (blood is surging thru her veins and arteries) then beads of tiny blood begin to appear on her skin when the teeth finally do sink in. it only lasts for about 3 seconds before CL is flung off from my sister. CL rawrs and proceeds to hunt for my sister's foot. by this time, my sister has probably disappeared to the kitchen where she is standing on a stool waiting for a certain fate of... a bite.
WATCH BLEACH!!
ICHIRUKI FOREVER!
GO AWAY ORIHIME!
not that i dont like you orihime, it's just that you are getting into the way of my beautiful ichigo x rukia pairing.
YOU TOO RENJI!
not that i dont like you renji. i like your hair alot. it's just that RUKIA BELONGS WITH ICHIGO.
(this is where the blogger of this blog has officially gone mad and is slightly off, trying to rant about the rukia and ichigo pairing which either doesnt exist OR exist within the anime. thus this makes her out to be viewed as a person who stronly feels for anime. thus, whatever she says cannot be trusted as it might have came out of an anime.)
i like nova! although he is so quiet he looks so kewl in his human form!
orh and i positively adore rukia.
and ichigo.
yoruichi (wahahahaha she looks so different!)
urahara? (^^ kisuke is so amusing. his hat sucks though)
and byakuya (his face scares me but ohwells, i like his hair equipment)
and unohana!
and toshiro! (his hair rules! the eyes also!)
and zaraki! (his bells rawks LOL he amuses me)
orh orh orh and the swords! googoo eyes
zangetsu! (ichigo's)
zabimaru! (renji's)
hyorinmaru! (toshiro's) [super pretty]
benihime! (urahara's)
senbonzakura! (byakuya's) [wow.]
sode no shirayuki! (rukia's) [her blade is SO super nice.]

while going home today, i saw these two gays kissing each other on the lips. i am horribly traumatized as of today.
(my mom just entered the room and proceeded to scold me for blasting the strange music and blogging about gay topics. but gay topics are real right? so they must be addressed)
up to now i have told soggae and she starts telling about this thingy about allowing gays to be married to each other and there was a queue. that's very bad, it means that the number of gays in singapore are increasing and they are even showing their affections to each other in public. what if it was not me but a little kid who saw that scene, he'll most probably be thinking, got uncle and uncle kiss each other, next time i kiss my friend also can. then he'll turn gay! this is very bad! most people used to think that gays are immoral and evil so they should change, thus gay marraiges are not allowed. but now people, strangely, are getting more what they call, liberal minded. so they accept gays. no im not saying that gays shouldnt be accepted in society but it's just wrong. i mean if you want to show your affections for each other, do it at home! not out there in public where little children can get traumatized! evil. =(
orh there was another person that i told. ky. then he asked, "are u watching some gay anime?" so evil! so mean! he suspect me! rar, do i look like that sort of people who would get traumatized over drawings kissing each other?

maybe i get very worked up over orihime invading MY ichiruki pairing but but but WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

this is utter rubbish. this is an utter hopeless situation. i really dont see where i went wrong. i mean look, it look perfectly alright, and yet the answer differs from soggae's answer.

tan 23 = o/10+y
o = (1o+y)tan 23

tan 32 = o/y
o = y tan 32

10 tan 23 + y tan 23 = y tan 32
y tan 32 - y tan 23 = 10 tan 23
y (tan32 - tan23) = 10 tan23
y = 10 tan 32/(tan32 - tan23)
y = 31.sthsth

then thus, the tree is 19.sthsth

but soggae's tree, strangely is 13.sthsth
ok. it's late and im being chased to bed.

teehee, good luck for math exam tomorrow. good luck to me. good luck to everyone.
im currently too in love with a childish song to feel nervous but once the fear kicks in it'll be euphoria =)

My Pace - SunSetSwish
(jap - romanjinized lol)
Hitotsu! Kazoete susumeba ii
Futatsu! Kazoete yasumeba ii
Mittsu! Kazoete kangaerya ii
MAI PEESU de susumereba ii

Toki ga nagare torinokosare
Aseru kimochi o wasure'ru nakare
Mubou na chousen shosen muda to
Iwarete akirameru koto nakare

Offense!! Kurushii toki ni
Koso koe o dashite ikou
Offense!! Jibun ga
Mezashite'ru hou e mukae

Sobietatta ooki na kabe ni
Osore'ru koto wa nai
Kotae no nai kono jinsei o
Mayou koto naku
Keep My Pace

Hitotsu! Kazoete susumeba ii
Futatsu! Kazoete yasumeba ii
Mittsu! Kazoete kangaerya ii
MAI PEESU de susumereba ii

Manabu koto no hontou no riyuu
Wakarazu ushinau bokura no jiyuu
Okubyou mono to yobarete mo
Ippo yuzure'ru sore ga yuuki

Offense!! Mawari nado
Ki ni sezu koe o dashite ikou
Offense!! Kata no chikara o nuite
Saa mukaou

Sora ni egaita miraizu ni wa
Ima wa todoka nakute mo
Itsu no hi ni ka ryoute o nobashi
Tsukami ni ikou
Keep My Pace

Offense!! Dekiru dake
Ooki na koe o dashite miyou
Offense!! Jibun ga mezashite'ru hou e
Mukae

Sobie tatta ooki na kabe ni
Osore'ru koto wa nai
Kanawa nai to nigete ite mo
Kawari wa inai

Hibiki wataru hajimari no kane
Ima tachi agaru toki
Kotae no nai kono jinsei o
Mayou koto naku
Keep My Pace

Hitotsu! Kazoete susumeba ii
Futatsu! Kazoete yasumeba ii
Mittsu! Kazoete kangaerya ii
MAI PEESU de susumereba ii

My Pace - SunSetSwish
(english - translated =3)
First!! I have counted, its OK to go ahead
Second!! I have counted, its OK to rest
Third!! I have counted, its OK to think about it
As I continue at my pace

Left behind in the flow of time
Impatient feelings are often being forgotten
It is a wasteful, reckless challenge, after all
Often saying things to that which is abandoned

Offense!! In the hard times, raise your voice
And get going
Offense!! Aim for the direction you see yourself
And meet it head-on

Rise up to the big wall
You dont need to be afraid
In this human existence with no answers
I can pay back my confusion if I just
Keep my pace

First!! I have counted, its OK to go ahead
Second!! I have counted, its OK to rest
Third!! I have counted, its OK to think about it
As I continue at my pace

Studying the truth of reason
And not understanding, we lose our freedom
Even when called a cowardly person
Take a step forward; that is courage

Offense!! Turn around, use the strength of your voice
And get going
Offense!! Booster your strength on your shoulders
Now, look ahead

The map of the future is painted into the sky
Yet even now, it doesnt reach
When the time comes that I stretch out both hands
Ill be able to grasp it, and
Keep my pace

Offense!! Even with just a big voice, it can be done
And youll see
Offense!! Aim for the direction you see yourself
And meet it head-on

Rise up to the big wall
You dont need to be afraid
Even if it doesnt work out and you run away
Its not going to change

The echo of the first bell sounds
Now is the time to stand up
In this human existence with no answers
I can pay back my confusion if I just
Keep my pace

First!! I have counted, its OK to go ahead
Second!! I have counted, its OK to rest
Third!! I have counted, its OK to think about it
As I continue at my pace

so... RAR. my blog song may be changing to this song soon. WAHAHAHAHHA. it's so super nice!

im currently eating a honeydew pocky pocky and thinking about what just happened in bleach. O.o it's so strange first sosuke aizen was killed. then histugaya toshiro suspected that the killer was ichimaru gin. then sosuke aizen suddenly got revived because his dead body was part of "complete hypnosis" which is his zampakuto's ability. while ichimaru gin lead everyone to believe that he is the murderer of sosuke aizen. O.o histugaya toshiro was chasing after momo hinamori when he discovered that momo hinamori was killed my sosuke aizen. and he also discovered that ichimaru gin and kaname tosen was sosuke aizen's urderlings. (if there is even such a word) after all that he got killed or something by sosuke aizen
then while all these is happening, kurosaki ichigo was fighting with kuchiki byakuya and he defeated byakuya! YAY! but then after ichigo defeated byakuya, (zangetsu's bankai is so pretty) orihime inoue had to come. waaaaaaaa my kuchikikurosaki pairing! (oro? kuchiki kurosaki? byakuya x ichigo O.o eeeee) i think inoue likes ichigo. T.T and ichigo wants to protect orihime instead of rukia WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
now on to renji abarai and kuchiki rukia. they were running away then kename tosen came and brought them back to the excecution area, sokyoku. i think aizen wanted to do something like invite the menos grande or rather the orb of destruction in rukia's body. O.o orb in someone's body. argh.
waaaaaaaaaaaaa.
my rukia and ichigo. (strawberry!)
orh orh lookie
ichigo, ichigo-nii, ichi-nii, ichi-nii-san!
1,2,3~

geog exam is over and i lost 8 marks due to a carless mistake. so nice. teehee. maybe i should like go dunk myself in water so that i would see my mistake coz i still dont see why am i wrong for that question when everyone says that it is not linear settlements. (linear equations o.O) but dispersed settlements! ohwells, should dwell on it too much, i should like go look through my math now. i cant help but feel happier as monday approaches. i get to see the horrendous chem questions that they set for us, the horriblehorrible physics and the insane human repro questions that they set. i bed they will give us some diagram with the endometrium lining graph on it and ask us to identify the oestrogen and progesterone. (izzit? i cant quite remember anything about science anymore due to the fact that i havnt been studying anything expect cramming geog and history into my brain for the pass 2 weeks. this is bad, i should be revise my science tomorrow. just right after my math paper. ooooohh nooo this is really bad. i cant even remember the formulas for physics, electricity. ooo no. i dont like physics, we are gonna die for physics, very nice.)
my sister just came home from psle, math paper, she cried =.= i dont understand why she can cry over the fact that she dont know how to do 2 problem sums and 1 section A question. it's like at most u only loose 4+4+2 = 8, eight marks. if you get everything else correct you'll be able to score a*, still can score a* coz the paper is over hundred. and what does she do? cry and tell my mom she's not going to surpress (dunno how to spell la) me. wow, now what, she wants to score higher than me coz she wants the glory and everything in the family, (im currently one of the highest scorers for psle in my familyhood) yep, that's it. only for that purpose. that's like sooooo strange. i remember my only aim for psle was to pass psle with at least 219 marks. i dont think i even studied for math. only studied for chinese, for all those who personally heard me speak chinese will know how bad my chinese is. i kinda regret making my chinese so bad, but i still dont really get why my chinese is so bad, i speak chinese to my grandma, and sometimes to my mom. but why arhs, it's so bad. izzit because i never watch chinese shows. and my mom claims that i never read chinese. eh, how come im not reading arhs, i remember i just read a few books. go sucky chinese. so it means that i am rar, lousy. =.=
blubblub, i still think that my feet is big. it must be because how can my feet be smaller than size 6? i cannot fit into size 5 shoes. at all. and then (my mom is disturbing me now, i think it's because of my sister. she thinks that my attitude sucks, er how bout looking into a mirror and looking at my attitude? =) ohwells) yeah back to topic, my sister's feet are now the same size as mine. =.= oh gosh. i hear a fly buzzing behind. gosh.
nvm, wahahaha. everyone good luck for math tomorrow. i heard from someone that the setter of this math paper is a killer. so good luck man. more killerish than *ahem*. hahaha sorry but yeah, *ahem* GO AWAY FROM MY YOU KILLER MATH PAPER SETTER. (yay, my mom finally went away. i really dont see anything wrong with my attitude. O.o) blub. ohwells. i love the blog song. =3
orh btw today after school, we say jomain and soggae walking out of school with bernice then when they were walking up the bridge, sy commented on how gayish they looked O.o LOL so super funny. nonono this is no insult soggae, it's just funny. =D

wahaha, history and english is over. and guess what i think i did quite okay below average for both subjects. no worries. im happy enough teehee. all's good. tomorrow's chinese, i hope the sleepy bug wont fly around and choose to land on me, you know, i just cant seem to keep myself awake when ever there's a chinese test. it's like i'd do dilligently for a few minutes but in the end, my eyes would be filled with tears accumulated from yawning too much, blinking rather rapidly to keep the tears away and groggy from the need to sleep. T.T so i think i've a serious problem here. sleep always seem to claim me at the wrong time. i rather i feel like sleeping now instead of sleeping during the chinese exam, but im wide awake now. i must be at full attention at 11 to 1 oclock tomorrow. it is where the trial is going to begin and end. i must endure for, i will prevail in darkness and beat the evil squishy sleep bug. i will pass chinese and get a good mark for chinese for eoy. and wahahahaha you cant stop me sleep bug. but what if it manages to stop me? perhaps i should just get a bottle-full of refilled water from water cooler tomorrow. if i feel like falling asleep, drink or touch the coldness. please let it be STORMY tomorrow so that i would be kept awake by the scary thunder and lightning. let there be a huge storm so that none of us would sleep during the exam. let there be extremely cold weather so that we would be kept awake by the biting cold. let it snow so that there would be no chinese exam tomorrow. O.O oopsie, got a little carried away. ohwells. scrub that. let there be hail stones so that we would be kept awake by the sound of falling hailstones. "pit-pat-pit-pat-pit-pat-PLOCK" eh, maybe not. let there not be a nice cool weather, perfect for sleeping as all of us would then fail chinese. let there not be a humid enviroment and a scorching sun. let there be, rain. i hope i will get good grades in my chinese compo too. please, let me have inspiration tomorrow so that i would not be subjected to how i reacted for the english compo today. please let me have inspiration so that i would not be reduced to write about superman. please let me have some inspiration to at least write a above average narrative. inspiration comes with great responsibility. please let there be inspiration so that i would be able to deliver the story out wonderfully well and please everyone with the compo. the narrative. please let the question be some problem about human nature that i thouht about before. it's a dog eat dog world.
i wish exams were over already, then i could be doing something more productive now... for example, playing tennis and polishing up my skills so that i can force uncle bk to play at at least 75 to 80% of his strength. i bet how he's toying with me how it's not even 50% of his strength. i'll show him what im like when i can excel, i'll show him my poweress, i show him that i can beat him. hmm, practise makes perfect ne? more power service, and try to secretly practise slice service or top-spin service. make it seem that i have become stronger and have unleashed my potential. you know, i dont really understand why im not in the tennis team in school but rather the t&f team O.o i probably could defeat most of the lower sec students and some of the upper sec pupils there. i mean look, some of them are not even up to power service level yet. that's quite bad. looking at it in another perspective, it's probably because im not good enough that's why im not chosen for tennis. hmm, demo my tennis is really quite good. lol haha, im going back to being my strange ego self again. it's very sad, because SOGGAE I HAVE BIG FEET. even if you do not agree i have convinced everyone that i have big feet, it's just that you have even larger feet and everyone else that i measured with that day had giant feet so my feet seemed small and insignificant compared to the feet belonging to them. and i am not an unstable equlibrium. (is that how u spell that? lol) i have a normal cg, thus, i can walk down stairs nicely, run nicely, walk nicely, erms play tennis nicely xD how can a size 6.5 feet be small. it's magnificiently huge. ne? =D teehee. i am a good good girl that knows what she's doing so whether she has big or small feet, it's all up to this ego freak here. teehee!
orh, sngs people are already partying. T.T no fair. mommy! aunty misao! kenlou is sad. kenlou cannot sing, so even if kenlou follows you to the karoke place, kenlou wont sing. kenlou no good. T.T on the other hand, kenlou thinks that mommy cant sing either. beats kenlou but since i have never heard mommy sing, kenlou does not believe that mommy can sing. btw, kenlou is asking when do we get to play together? maybe kenlou can ask kenni to come along too. she can play the guitar better than me so kenlou shall just be the manager bossing people around or kenlou shall help you temper with the piano. or kenlou can just play the backups. kenlou can also... draw =D kenlou smart.
argh, im tired of talking in 3rd person. mommy! when? lalala remember must be before 5 nov. orh and im coming back on the 26 of nov.
lalala few more exams. JIA YOU!