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Thursday, July 29, 2010

If it breaks then you just have to fix it
If you lose it then just make it again
Even if it becomes different shape, at least it's still there


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

9:29 PM

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Images of happiness


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

9:00 PM

Sunday, July 25, 2010

mmhmm I guess this is it.
You obviously want to make me into a machine that is able to complete whatever you all have been unable to complete in your earlier life. You hate me for who I am.
Face it.

You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

7:24 PM


I wish I had a real family.

Maybe I'm just self-centered and selfish so nothing seems enough or real to me. But I really wished I had a real family. A home that I can look forward to, not just for the bed. A circle that I can spend time with without feeling like an outsider.
Family.

Guess I thought wrong.

You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

12:04 AM

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Expectations.
I guess if you don't expect anything things would seem a lot better for you. Because it doesn't matter if nothing happens.

You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

11:50 PM

Monday, July 19, 2010

Complex numbers are, well, very complex O_O


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

10:15 PM

Saturday, July 17, 2010

If the world were black and white;
You'd be my rainbow in shades of gray


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

11:03 PM

Thursday, July 15, 2010

God ran to us when he saw us stumble and fall.


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

10:09 PM

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Quite sad

I wonder if there's a way to stop blanking out. Before the battle I'll remember very clearly what I want to do, and when I'm practicing it's fine, but once the battle starts and I start toprocking everything goes down the drain. Down down down. Maybe I should train mini sets instead of long sets so that it'll be easier to link everything together if I forget, and train until my body can remember what to do and just execute them when needed. Boy say I very kanchiong so I self-fragged while battling =(

FLIMSY HANDS during toprock and FLIMSY LEGS during backrock. Faint sia. I didn't realize it was so bad, need to think of how I can make it look less flimsy. Especially for backrock coz I think I got use my leg, maybe I'll get someone to see my backrocks and comment on them. I really don't think it's the injuries, I think it's me. And my sets quite empty too, need to start learning and actually getting solid freezes that I can use while drawing inspiration and getting new moves. AND START USING STUFF LIKE PRETZEL. Zomg. I told myself today must use pretzel and baby freeze, so I planned it in my sets, then- LOL gg-ed

I need to make a study/training plan so that I can lead a healthy study life and improve. Maybe I use this period to get solid freezes. Haiz

On a happier note;
GRTAZ TO SHAOWEE FOR WINNING RTTF!!!!
He BEST, never even prepare LOL Freaking sick la


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

12:39 AM


I need to stop breaking for awhile and recover first. I realized that my body's seriously quite screwed already, I bet my knees soft bone's dying. That plus the weird ankle, and weird wrist and evil back, haiz.

Okay. But once I recover, I'm going to train harder than now. Haven't done anything in a long while, feeling a bit sad and angry that I wasted so much time. I need to start training freezes too, my sets seriously very empty. And my hand's very flimsy when I do toprock =( No one told me before.

Sucks.


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

12:00 AM

Monday, July 05, 2010

Do you not know?
A shooting star that leaves long trail is a star that carries love and a shooting star that disappears in an instant is a star that takes your hurt away.


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

7:02 PM


Ah. My cousin is a shut-in. It feels a little weird to have a shut-in as a cousin. I wonder what direction life's going to take from here


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

1:13 PM


People are products of their environment


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

11:37 AM

Thursday, July 01, 2010

I HATE MATH I REALLY DO.

How do those mathematicians even stand being around numbers all day. This really sucks

GOOD GRIEF


You took the fall;
And thought of me;
Above all

10:42 PM