hahaha! im so tickled by the pictures i took during rain's concert. LOL i think i rawk, i wasnt even watching and i could take such PRETTY photos.

IM GOING BLIND.

ok. im quite panicky now. got physics tomorrow.
wish me luck


i have a new source of amusement and bully-ment. the greatx7 grand earthwormie LOL. come come everyone come and bully him. XD

i have nothing substantial to say today.

oh, how to save a life is a very nice song.
taekwondo tomorrow. omg test tomorrow. OK JIA YOU EVERYONE!

normal to fail quizzes...
haiz if i actually do show my mom my results she would freak out and kill me.

YES EEEEENING I BELIEVE THAT MY MOM IS SCARY TOO. she woke up today shouting like a mad woman and then we couldnt go to church. she's still shouting and i cant seem to do my bio or study phy in peace. so terrifying.

s.h.e concert rawks yesterday =) i shall not elaborate further until i actually manage to upload the pictures to the computer. i feel really lazy now days.

lemmie see, many many test coming up and some of the teachers are feeling the stress already. lee shan2 scolded our class the other day. coz we were not very used to the fri hand up work system yet and somehow or other, our class was so caught up with something and managed to forget about the piece of assignment, the one about the cell membrane. being the honest class we were, grace went to tell lee shan2 about the worksheet and asked if we could have an extension. then she came into the class and started looking really angry and then scolding us. she made us stand for a whole half an hour. so strange. then after finally scolding us until we were like totally regretting our decision to tell her about the worksheet thingy, she let us go and started on pccg lesson. wa, this part was the strangest. SHE SMILED LIKE SHE NEVER SCOLDED US. so scary. her mood changes so quickly!!!! then for the whole pccg lesson she was smiling and telling us about the thing that she prepared for us. at the end of pccg lesson, she er told us to hand up our worksheet on monday O_O omgosh. so terrifying. like the moods.
=shivers=
then we had bio practical. her face change again. lee shan2 with many faces... wow. it was spa during bio practical. i hope i dont fail or anything. i think my cell had a few air bubbles on it O_O. so spent the whole last few minutes of the spa thingy trying to move the glass slide to get a nice cell with no air bubbles. LOL so i hope didnt fail spa. if not cannot come home to face my parents le.

actually comparing paul nah to cheryl heng, paul nah teaches much better. at least he actually tries to teach us, cheryl heng is like dont really care about us then when the bell rings, she stops and then ZOOM. she disappears from the classroom. amazing speed. while paul nah, although he cannot teach and is quite gay and screams quite loudly and is trying to be a paul tan wannabe, i dont give a DAMN, he makes an effort to teach the class. he was playing with iodine gas like a little kid on fri. TRYING TO MAKE US DIE. the whole lab turned purple. thanks man paul nah, trying to make us die a horrible death of iodine poisoning before we go for our physics test on tues. thanks again nah.

okay! good luck for phy on tues! close your eyes and count to ten. hope that it is not that difficult! vectors sucks totally. but the next phy test would be more difficult. kinetics. O_O

vivian vande velde totally rawks. for those who have NEVER heard of her before, go read her books. RAWKS TOTALLY.

i changed my mind. just close your eyes and sleep because physics is rather crappy.

i have something to declare.

I REALLY HATE MY BLOGSKIN!

which kind soul will help me make it nice?

oh yes. the reason why i havnt been blogging regularly? my sis has suddenly turned into the computer hogger. she's like totally hogging on the net every single night! and even if she's just using msn and im trying to rush out proposal, she'll be totally like. "oh i have something to do you know? im so hot and sexy and so many people want to talk to me. yadayada" argh, most of the time cannot stand her. so bimbo. ohwells.

i was dragged to the rain concert on sunday. MY MOM IS ABSOLUTELY CRAZY. she screamed for rain. SHE SCREAMED FOR RAIN. my family is so funked up. i cannot believe that my MOTHER was ogling at rain's so called nice body when he tore off his shirt. damn scary and depressing. imagine. how old is ur mom? 45 and above? oh wow. and she's screaming over a like what? HOW YOUNG KOREAN PERSON? korean wave. ohgosh. GO AWAY KOREAN WAVE. return my mom back to me! ARGHHHH. mommy!!!!

okay. and leeshan2 is scary. i failed 2 quizzes. CONGRATZ. great note to how to start bio at the beginning of the year. i MUST pass my quizzes the next time i get them! cram this weekend. T.T i have a very bad feeling im going to flunk phy common test too. WHY DOESNT MY PHY TEACHER TEACH! rescue me.

okay. focus. schoolwork impt. test impt. music NOT impt. art NOT impt. internet definately NOT impt.
panic
panic
panic

I FAILED 2 QUIZZES!

just like that, a friendship is gone. why is it gone? i know not why. who knows that it would come down to this? innocence says it all. WTH. why cant we have like preserved that fragile seed called friendship. why did this happen. why today of all the days? today was quite a fun day until that happened.

must i be the one to put you back on anti-depression pills? why cant it be someone else!? life is not fair. why me of everyone?

guilt is eating me up.

this blogskin really sucks.

i hate this blogskin and will find sometime to change it again. sucks like some idiot. ohwells.

waahhaa.


okay. one short post.

shyam says that scientists believe in the EVOLUTION THEORY.
why do they believe and come up with some theory which obviously do not make any sense so whatever?
i mean look.

evidence number 1.
HUMANS EVOLVED FROM APES.
then gorillas are apes.
how come they are still in cages in the zoo?

evidence number 2.
HUMANS EVOLVE.
okay if we managed to evolve in the past, why not now?
for the past like how many years of human history, has humans evolved physically?
somehow i dont think so.

and some other evidences that i have yet to discover.

YES VERY GOOD. THUS THIS RAMBLING IDIOT OF A TEENAGER DECIDES THAT THE GORILLA THEORY IS UTTER RUBBISH.

i should change my blogskin soon. this strange design gets onto my nerves sometimes. ohwells.
note to self: change blogskin when i have more time.

ng chee kiat came into my class for chem with paul nah. O_O when we saw ngcheekiat walking together with paul nah, me and soggae were totally like "okaay... we can see that they are really good friends! so can paul nah like come in now to teach us and leave ngcheekiat?" then paul nah walked in and ngcheekiat followed him into the classroom O_O. so the 2seveners were totally like giggling at ngcheekiat coz he didnt cut his hair and it looks really weird. aww, i think ngcheekiat must be really sad to see us again! i think he did recognise us but just didnt show it. how can a newbie teacher like him forget a class of screaming and not paying attention students. wahahaha, but well, we were very attentive to nah and spared nah from scolding us so whatever. nah told us that out class asks too many physics questions and asked who our physics teacher was.
i have this bad feeling he's going to run to mrs chan and beg her to satisfy our curious minds.
except there's one problem, i think my class dont really wanna bully/like mrs chan much.
and nah is convinced that i want to kill him by causing him to trip and fall. ME IS NO MURDERER! nah is only skeptical! he's PARANOID! okay. nah go away!

yes very good. and and erms. lee shan2 thinks my sheep looks like a lion. and our bio lessons finally started very slowly. blame it on the fact that she's our form teacher and she's kinda like over enthu. T.T ORH WE GOT CARAMELS FROM MARKS AND SPENCERS FROM HER TODAY! so happie. i stole 2 =\ she would never know. shhh, just dont tell her.
orh class tshirt problem is becoming bigger. i shall not elaborate as the problem is er very big.

TAEKWONDO! stupid stupid stupid stupid BASIC KICK. BLASTED LEG. i cant kick my basic side kick. i fell down while kicking and everyone was laughing LOL. but i must say it is funny. orh and I PASSED! I PASSED! I PASSED! ne! becca! YOU CAN TEACH ME SPARRING NOW!
because if not i will die. and i didnt get double. im aiming for double for the nxt belt =3

=) thanks to someone, i realised that this song is actually really really meaningful and i was right to dig it.
dont rebuke me for choosing such an old song to like. hey! it's my choice right? =)
today was a slack day so i didnt see much of my teachers.

100 years
- five for fighting

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

we're fifteen right! haha. ohwells. it's a good song.

yay, i shall blog about strange dreams and my room!

yesterday night, i went to sleep with an empty stomach and an aching aching ear. then when i finally fell asleep, i found myself dreaming about a really strange dream. i dreamt that i was wearing this nice little sunflower yellow dress. I LOVE THE YELLOW! then then i got onto this giant cockroach's back and started riding on it. then I FELL INTO A TOILET BOWL AND GOT ALL WET. harlo kami sama! what sort of dream is that! why do u torment me so by giving me such weird dreams! why cant i have more sensible dreams like riding on at least a PURPLE ELEPHANT or a PINK RAT. why a cockroach out of all the animals!?

and my room is leaking! BASTED RAIN~! somemore it's not leak on the side where my bed is not at, it's leaking on my FACE. then my mom asked the auntie to come and fix the leak in my room. the auntie was very nice, she let me touch the chemical to patch up the wall and told me to my disappointment that it was not explosive. T.T ohwells. so they drilled out my ceiling, and now above my bed is a great big empty hole which i dont like. so i had to be chased out of my own room. now im bunking with my sister. im sleeping on the floor T.T sad life of mine.
there's like A HOLE ON MY CEILING!!!!!!!

you know i was thinking that maybe for our chem we should like get different chemicals and see which one will explode if mixed together. hmm then there would be chemical formulas. and it would be legal to explode those bombs! teehee!

ohwells. school tmr! jy me.

wahaha, i finally got a hold on the computer for a time long enough to let me blog! school has been really strange.

lee shan2
Thanks to leewenqi (snr) she now wants to strangle me and kill leewenqi after she is done with me. O_O i seriously dont get her most of the time. so strange. i mean lets say, if i feed the terrapin vitamin C, the terrapin wont necessarily die right? or would it? ohwells! no difference, but you wont die from chemical poisoning unless the chemical is super fatal or super reactive. (but then we would explode! hmm how would we look like if we really explode from within? that's an idea.) then when i said the terrapin might die, she laughed at me T.T she laughed at me!!! liuliu is insulted. lol, then i suggested that we should play music to the terrapin (rock and classical) to see if which one swim faster. then she asked what use is that going to be? and sarcastically asked if i was going to organize a terrapin swimming/racing competition. i nodded enthusiastically and after much rambling came to the conclusion the terrapins may not have ears. BUT when you clap your hands the terrapin would turn to you right? i acted this out for lee shan2 to see and she told me that she should have taken a photo and leewenqi and audrey would be proud of me. =( WHY!? i think why she wanted to kill me was not because of that because she asked us to guess her age and i said 60 =( marvelous.

haha, my tennis match skills have not got any better. and y service is deproving like crazy. how on earth do u use speed and power at the same time without getting the ball out of the service court? hn, i must play tennis (in match/game conditions) more often so i can beat the indian boy! go me! go me! go me! (spas)

my class is full of spastic and lame people. got shua cool ppl also. so strange.

HA! MY BIRTHDAY IS IN A FEW MONTHS TIME. get me a prezzie. jokingjoking!

ohyes, that reminds me that i have to kinda pass nut her birthday present. how depressing. oh projects is piling up already. and it's like only what? the 2nd week of school? 2nd going on to the 3rd? and there's a physics test on week 5! so rush! im so dead~ sec 3 is so depressing! and for physics we're learning scalars and vectors!! die already! got the strange application graphs and formulas! diediedie!

lee shan2 is not fit enough for obs and if she go she would only be a burden to us, she she will not be going with us, in case she faints on the way. so she says that when we're gone for obs, she would go to the sec 4 camp and take photos of their parading thingy. and then show them to us. im going to remind her about it. (wahahaha, i wanna see elaine and the rest of the snrs!)
note to self: remind lee shan2 about it when it comes nearer to march.

=) anyone knows what the eesip test is going to be about? who wants to tell me all that happen last year? all the major news. somehow i can only remember the capitol punishment on saddam hussein and junichirou koizumi and the shrine thingy and the current prime minister of japan (i have forgotten his name, sad) problems in japan. Oh yes, there's still the thaksin shinawatra and thailand thingy. was there a general election last year? er, i forgot everything else.

RAWR. let the dead be dead and the living be alive.

wahaha taekwondo grading is finally over! it was so strange.

orh i came like super early so i just stood somewhere blending in with the wall until this senior black (who is not hwang sir) came and this yellow belt came. the yellow belt when to get her blue thingy while i just stood against the wall blankly, until hwang sir told the senior black to call me. i was like "O_O me?" and went to collect my blue form. Sylvia (the other 15 year old, st margret's white belter besides me.) wasn't here yet, Jackson (a sec 1 yellow belter) wasn't responding to my sms, Christopher (a tiny blur-fish looking pri 5 white belter) also wasn't here with his mom. so i went with that yellow belter that was there and changed with her. =) she made me warm up, after i finally finished stretching, (surprisingly i could stretch more than i could when i first entered taekwondo, must be the effect of throws) Sylvia finally came running into the sports stadium with her mom trailing behind her. she didnt know where to change so i brought her all the way to the toilet the other side.

pretty soon, all the white belters came. me, Sylvia and Christopher were practicing our basic moves together. it was quite okay at that time. then finally we went in to the grading place. there, my identity was uncovered by sngsers. aww so sad. then justina lent me her white shirt as hwang sir didnt say that we have to wear a white shirt. so yep, i quickly changed into her white shirt and rushed down to the grading area because we had to be seated already. me and sylvia formed a new row as there was not enough space in the white belt row. when they asked us to stand up and move forward, me and sylvia invaded the white belt row! we stood behind this old looking guy. coz like i dunno who is taller me or him.

yep so while the others were getting ready, he suddenly turned back and asked "ni xue duo jiu le" in chinese (how long have you been learning?). i turned behind me and blinked at sylvia coz i thought he knew her and was talking to her. except there was one problem, i forgotten that she didnt know chinese and didnt understand it either. so i turned to chris who was beside sylvia and blink at him. until that guy said, "wo zai gen ni jiang hua" (i am talking to you) [why on earth am i translating? O_O] chris was totally like, HE'S TALKING TO YOU STUPID! YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE BEHIND HIM AND THE ONLY ONE HE WILL TALK TO STUPID! walau, pri5 so vulgar already. then i was totally like "orh! 2 days!" he laughed and told me that he only learnt yesterday and taking grading today. haha this time he spoke in english so sylvia and i was O_O then me and him crapped more.

thinking about it, it's very strange. i was talking to a stranger who is probably about 16 to 18 years old. sad life.

I THINK WE PASSED GRADING. WOOHOO.

congratulate us man!

*GASP* THERE'S SCHOOL TOMORROW. AND I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL AT ALL. sad life.

=) we have our class comm! finally! after such a long time of waiting. jomain was the monitress (thinking about it, who would deserve it more than her). orh orh i was kinda saboed to be the facilitator today because i accidentally stood up. coz jomain passed me this paper and told me sth sth sth pass to teacher, then lee shan2 was only in front of me so i stood up wanting to pass her the piece of paper. then suddenly she say, "oh liuyi since you are up already why dont you be our facilitator for today?" wonderful, suddenly im writing strange stuff on the board. happy! im IT rep again. the wonders of being a slack and horrid IT and AV rep. only need to set up wiring stuff for the teacher. no biggie! asst monitress was zong bin. orh and all the twosevenersohsix got into the class comm. this goes to show that all of us have LEADERSHIP qualities. hahaha we rawk so much! infinite rawkers. O_O

lee shan2 is so weird. she has already planned our entire year's deadlines for our assignments. how does that sound. O_O so strange. and she calls me strange. compared to lee shan2 i think im very sane. at least i do feel sane. i mean who plans the entire year's deadlines in the beginning of the year?! ohwells. at least it is like er, organized? ohwells i dunno.

i finally saw my chem teacher today. ngcheekiat's friend, paul nah i think. he's very boring and i almost fell asleep, but amazingly i managed to copy some notes which ppl want to copy. the amazingness of the sleepy and blur liuyi. and how come this year we're learning about separating techniques again? what is this T.T i dont want to learn separation techniques! it's so difficult! i rather go learn about... matter!

and i saw my math teacher. he's strange. stranger than any other teacher. he just comes in and launches straight into a lesson. hello? no small talk? just a lesson? so boring. what is he called again? oh yes, damien chiang. and he is not bald what. he is merely short and rather plump and rather boring. and quite lazy. me and 2 other fivers, (yihui and wasser name, the softball sec 3 captain) did the same questions and all of us got totally different answers. this is very bad. then he dont want to teach us, ask us to wait until the next lesson. eh, hello mr chiang! how on earth are we going to do our ws 1.1 if we dont even know how to do the questions out of the textbook? heeeeelloooooooo do u hear me mr chiang?

getting to skip many lessons due to a cca selection help-out. getting asked for something that i would never thought i could get in a million years. interaction with people at it's almost peak. and i thought it could and would have been a good day. if it was not for one small detail.

i got chased out of the house, for nothing. then scolded for nothing. it is especially at times like this when i really need someone to talk to. but who can i talk to? who is there? i guess there's nothing really worth holding on to in this world. but why do i hold on so? why cant i just let go of this pitiful life and cross over to nothingness, or to something worse considering how bad i am in this life. i hate myself. i hate my guts, i have absolutely no guts. or rather guts the size of chicken guts. how good is that? what good is that to a human?

human? did i just type human? thinking about it, am i even a human? all that i have ever done was cause trouble. everywhere i go there would ALWAYS be trouble. sometimes it wonders me how on earth do i make friends. look, even my family is funked up. so funked up that i could just chased up and only after 3 hours, my mom decides to send my AUNTY to find me. she cares? yeah right, i believe. honestly. only to find me and what? scold me?

is it fair? is it right? what is this? where have i been all along?

"time is just ticking away." getting chased out. there's no time for hw and my sleeping time curfew of 11 still applies. IS IT RIGHT? IS IT BLOODY FUCKING RIGHT?

it is a good day. i believe.

wahaha. today was the first day back from school.

early in the morning i woke up, went to school and stood in line, only to see lee shan shan walk down the line. i was like O_O wth, omg, wenqi (snr) was right! lee shan shan was my form teacher. there was i, standing there, still thinking that it was alright because she doesnt know who i am, she doesnt know my name. WHO KNOWS, she walked down the row ticking ppl's name off and then then when she came to me she was totally "liuyi arhs, i know! wenqi's jr! wenqi's very strange." i was like O_O what on earth. how did you know. she didnt reply. she just gave this smile and walked down the line. so infuriating!

well, at least, (i figured) i had quite nice teachers this. i hope. siewying was jealous that i had UK shyam as a IH teacher instead of limchowhoon. actually i rather have limchowhoon than UK shyam. eh, what is so good about him arhs, why so many ppl want him as a teacher. who knows.

oh i have just found out that my dear chem teacher is ngcheekiat's friend. goodness. i wonder what would happen to me in the future. pity myself.

goodness, it's raining again. my celling is leaking. i think i better stop here and try to salvage my stupid bed.