everything is back to the way it was before they went to taiwan...

haha my mom insisted that i liked fei lun hai so she bought magazine for me, and the magazine came with this poster and this postcard with their autographs.. so haha even though i dont really like Fahrenheit that much, still quite thankful for it... i think im going to put it on my wall soon... somewhere far away from the other 2 Fahrenheit posters... O_O
HAHAHA i think anyone who sees my room will think that im a darn Fahrenheit die hard fan =) there's one from play magazine, the other is their promotional poster when they sold their debute album (with their signatures =3) and the third one is from color hahaha
but color is not bad! it has luo zhi xiang, tang yu zhe, joe cheng and rain?! inside hahaha, how did rain appear in a taiwan 'zine? i also dunno bleachxx.

actually all i want is a R.chord poster OR a Yamapi poster

Besides insisting that my favorite band is Fahrenheit, my mom underestimated my overweight-ness. haha the jeans that she bought and tight and fitting, so different from the normal stuff that i wear. then there's also this weird shirt that looks like 2 shirts, one with collar and one girlish shirt put together with a TIE. O_O my mom's taste is getting weirder and weirder ohwells, i hope i would actually where that out and not get laughed at coz i think i'll look quite retarded in those clothes... all so small!
=pokes my fats=

they claimed that taiwan food is not nice, but i think it sounds rather nice. i wanna go taiwan and eat haha so amusing! im worried about my weight but in the end i'm still eating. teehee food rawks. ohwells, i've been eating more these few days, i should try to cut down again. =(
liuliu sad~ from 2 meals a day become 3 meals and a lot of snacks! im going to become fat and overweight and no one will like me anymore T.T i'll become lonely and depressed HAHA and i'd have to quit track coz i'll be so obese that i can't run or throw.
~must stop thinking about the food in taiwan~

BUT I WANNA GO AND TRY THE FOOD THERE! T.T haha

I showed my mom Yamapi's picture today, claiming that he's my new love. now she seriously suspects that i'm a gangster and i'll grow up to have a bf that cheats on me. her imagination is... fertile. =D
And the fertile imagination causes MUCH problem.

it has just been less than 4 hours. and it's back again =(
sadly~

it's going to be the holidays tomorrow! haha can sleep late!

just finished watching the 10 episodes of nobuta wo produce. it is VERY NICE! all of them looked super nice... ESP YAMAPI! hahaha! he's so CUTE! ohwells. i have found a new love, (although he's quite old in some ppl's eyes) YAMASHITA TOMOHISA! omg he's so cute.

時間過得很快，一個星期不知不覺地過了，媽媽和妹妹要回來了！他們在臺灣呆了差不多一個星期，希望他們玩得很高興... 而且還希望他們買很多的實物！哈哈，喜歡吃東西嘛！
昨天，我們都很意外地接到他們的電話... 聽説他們好幾天沒有打回來是因爲他們住在山裏面...不能打通。真可惜，星期一我非常非常希望媽媽會打回來...打算要告訴媽媽我能在演唱會彈bass吉他的事。但是等了好久，電話都沒有響。哈哈！本來還是挺失望的，但是想了想好像覺得他們不是故意不要打回來的，所以...就這樣。(=

今天，特別累但是覺得幸福。雖然我一大清早（5.00) 要起床，覺得有點累，但是儅我和朋友出去吃午餐時，疲倦好像飛走了。(= 玩得好開心！哈哈，但不知道我們有沒有為學校帶來什麽麻煩... 晚的時候我們不顧一切的玩到開開心心。走過的人都給我們一些怪怪的眼神，恐怖！！！

累了，今天早早睡，明天晚一點起床... 娃哈哈哈！假期的幸福！

山下智久 . Yamashita Tomohisa . Yamapi

=) haha new post again!
wishing audrey a safe trip to and fro newzealand... although i'm like super jealous about the newzealand trip! i wanna go climb mountain too! WAAAA then i can like freeze or life. so fun and i'll be high high up

im at my cousin's house now!
later go home then blog again

long live to the great liuliu-SAMA who is trying to survive an ordeal that she doesn't even want to go thru.
LONG LIVE.

真的是有夠長的時間沒有blog了... 不知道還有沒有人在讀... 哈哈

上個星期六我做了一件很危險，慚愧的事情。相信很多好友已經看到了它的後果... 但是沒有問，對不起啦，我也真的不知道我爲什麽會那麽做。好像是一時從動所以會這樣！但是從那事情我學到了一個寶貴的東西...
如果現在你說“我要死”，你決定要自殺時，你一定希望你沒有做/想過“自殺”的那件事。因爲在你覺得自己要死的那一刹哪，你會希望自己還沒有完成生活的道路似的，不想死。但是如果沒有人及時地救了你，你那完美，愚蠢的生命就白白地被奪走了。所以想到要自殺的念頭時，一定要三思而行... 不然會後悔的！知道這有可能有點不可思議，但是人縂不會是你要他做的人。可惜...

今天媽媽對我特別好，我也覺得很意外！好像是和那件事有關吧。但是我真的真的非常高興！有很長的一段時間媽媽沒對我這麽好了！覺得好高興，幸福！哈哈！

真的要好好地享受這星期！


嘻嘻嘻！謝和鉉的背後！超帥！

hello world it has been a long time since we have met.
blogger has deemed me as a untrusted contact and thus has treated me with the same tolerance as blogger treats a virus. not that i know why it's happening.
nothing has been happening while everything has been happening (=

bleach ep 126 is finally out teehee although i'll have a darn hard time trying to download it. coz my bittorrent is like SLOOOW. ohwells. im going for a chinese debate thingy later. i think i should be able to understand it. AND im missing training for it. SO IT better be worth my time. if not i'll be a very annoyed lion and i'll start to eat all the long beans around. WAHAHAHA

the hols would be a very stressful one if not a fruitful one. at least i hope so.

STUCK IN THE LIB trying to type a blog post while actually looking at the time. it's 12.41 now! omg lunch's ending!

later's math. better get sweets. TA!

In this world there's no blood.

sleepy~ wake up so early just to go for cip... ohwells. wahaha i hope everything would go all right later. i think people would get really super annoyed with people collecting donations, coz i think they think that we would stop at nothing to collect donations.
orh i just received news. my cip might be screwed =( cannot go orchard! how bugis like have very few rich tai tai, so meaning less donations. sucks.

i fell asleep at 10.30 yesterday. and im still tired LOL

未來會是什麽樣的未來？

i do not make sense.

everyone's leaving.
actually who cares.
i could just leave, and you think anyone would even notice? would anyone mourn for the loss of an insignificant little brat who wants things to be her way, and only her way when she doesn't even feel as if she worked hard enough for it.
i could just disappear into oblivion and no one would ask where i was.
i could just sink off into the darkness and never appear back here and yet no one would care, no one would notice.
i could just leave, just like a small beady idiot walking out of a door and no one would call her back, and if they do...
i could just become mute and you think anyone would care? who cares about the voice which is so freaking annoying?
who even cares?
everyone's walking out of the door.
and everything else is locked with that old rusty lock and the old shackled chain.

no one believes that i would actually achieve something in the future.
so what is the use.

oh man, guess what! i have math remedial now HAHA.

and my mom is going to taiwan. she's so lucky, not like us students restricted and tied down by so many things. and yet she still doesnt get it when we envy her. in this sense, she doesnt even need to earn money by herself, coz if you think hard enough, my dad is earning all the money? lucky person. im jealous. wah, i suck. im jealous of my own mother? unbelievable.

i've just finished watching KO one, the ending is SO ANTI-CLIMAX. and yet this loser here is waiting for the next season? loser.
i've decided, im going to practise very hard for my guitar and when i actually learn how to play nice electric guitar chords from hamster during june... (IM DETERMINED TO GO TO HER HOUSE) i can bar chord nicely. (= my tremelo is getting better i think. i hope. ohwells. JIAYOU ME.

and i should jiayou for throws too.