sometimes. i think it's a bad idea to leave all the hw to the last minute, because suddenly, i dont feel like doing hw.
pwon.

my stupid cat ran out of the house =_______________=

and a stupid person locked the door.

so smart.

some melons have pretty nice designs

im bored.

and WOOHOO, IM FINALLY GOING TO START ON MY HOMEWORK TOMORROW.

i bet i can finish at least half by tmr. wish me luck.

@__@

my sister's dgl, yujia, just..
got underwear for my sister...
as a christmas gift O_O

and it's orange with lovely cartoon characters on it.

*slaps head*

what is there to see positively about life?

this has been one of the worst christmas yet.
=)
ohwells. you know.
i just dont really care anymore.
why care when nothing comes out of it.

assuming i never bothered, none of this would be real to me right, none of this could have said to have happened. and then what? blatant ignorance? assuming none of this ever happened, how would i be today? probably not as bitter as i am now.

our ears hear what they want to hear. even if both of them were unconsciously nice to each other... nothing would come out of it.. WHY? because they don't here anything nice from each other. everything that comes out of each other's lips are cold and unjust, at least that's what both of them THINK.

Dann wird alles gut?
probably not.

and what is the point of this?
suddenly everything seems more meaningless than usual.

what is the point of packing your room if you know that you're just going to mess it up soon?
and again, what is the point of filing your things up when you know that you're just going to throw next year's stuff all around?
what is the point of shouting at someone when you know that that person is never going to do what you instruct them to do?
what is the point of making friends when you know that you'll surely drift apart because people change?
what is the point?

and again what is the point of doing everything that we do in life?
I really don't see the point in these.

Humans?
what do humans do? what can humans do other than hurt others and bring suffering to another's life? how ugly can humans be?

and then. everything has drifted and gone.

and everything becomes pointless.

And so.
I went out with siewying on thursday keeping that LARGE plot a secret from her. In the end, im so heartbroken, there was NO reaction from her at all. she only claimed that we broke her heart. BUT you see hansheng is one of her VERY GOOD FRIENDS right? if im not mistaken or wrong. SO she should be happy that we plotted to let her meet him UNEXPECTEDLY

BOOHOO SIEWYING I FIRE THIS BACK TO YOU

YOU BROKE MY HEART TOO!

and i realise. some people really have no potential for iceskating.
and siewying looks really nice on ice XD
HER SISTER IS VERY CUTE!
she looks a whole lot like soggae.
really.



initially i wanted to take a picture of her. BUT see everyone keeps running away from me. and thus, become like that lor. siewying's sister


This is siewying who was also hiding from me T.T


SINCE PEOPLE KEEP HIDING FROM ME. I decided to take their backs.


The hopeless
=)


again SOMEONE tried to run away from me. BUT this was a pretty big smile right? HAHA nice effect somemore XD

i give up. pictures take too long to upload =(

SUDDENLY I FEEL QUITE OLD. How appealing does ONE SIX SOON sound to you? Not very appealing to me. I WANNA STAY ONE FIVE FOREVER. Then pretty soon we'll become legal. when we become legal. what would happen? WE HAVE TO GET A JOB. what if i dont get into uni and cant get a job. UTTER DEVASTATION.

REMINDS ME ABT THIS.
I already got my IC. means that I'm supposed to be quite legal now. BOOHOO. and by the age of sixteen we can like i dunno, get jobs or something. this show that we are getting old. WHAT IF I BEARD SPROUTS OUT ONE DAY. ohhnoo.

+ everyone's getting taller and upsetting me LOL. jkjk
I feel short. ohwells.

AND NEXT YEAR. ohman SIXTEEN. it's like a milestone lor. got important exam to pass. WHAT IF I DONT PASS THE EXAM OR SOMETHING. THEN I CAN'T GO HWACHONG. and i'll be ruined because i have no o lvl cert. only got PSLE results WHICH isn't very good too. ohnooo

okay anyway.
haha

does anyone want to answer my question?

Genesis 1:26
"Then God said, "Let us make man in our image, in our likeness, and let them rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air, over the livestock, over all the earth, and over all the creatures that move along the ground."

Why plural term =\
Izzit coz of the trinity?

HA.

I just came back from Youth Camp and it RAWKS. YAY Weien's teaching thingy on the last night was really power until cannot power anymore. So many ppl got touched by the Holy Spirit. HAHA. I'm actually quite sad that i missed the 2nd day of camp for a symposium that i almost died for. I heard that the 2nd day was marvelously fun lor. it's like BOOHOO. Okay, although I'm kinda a bit scared of the water/the sea and the sea cockroaches but there was still the high elements that was fun. BUT ANYWAY. Thank God that I didn't miss the thurday thingy, if not it'll be such a waste. haha. It was a pity that my sister didn't go for youth camp.
So cool. You know I actually met a person that my school friend knows. haha.
and so many people that i know are actually saying that they are all overweight when they are actually ALL skinnier than me. isn't that so devastating? It's like if their fat i'm so totally obese already. I guess some people's standard of skinniness is actually very high. and on second thought. I AM THE FATTEST IN MY CHURCH. ohman. this is called getting influenced by brenda, nicole, krishmin and my sister. UTTER DEVASTATION. How. Lose weight. OKAY. I shall exercise more. (BUT THE MORE I EXERCISE THE MORE MUSCLES I HAVE, THE FATTER I BECOME) =scratches head=
this is a rant. ohwells.
i wonder how krishmin is doing now. *eyebrows raised*
thelastdayandthewavesyousee
shrugs.

TKD. I'm super scared for sparring.
I'm almost the same height as the nee an person. So i might spar with her this grading. Which would be a definitely nono pass for me. WHO WANTS TO TEACH ME SPARRING T.T Now everyone is getting worried that they'll not be able to pass their grading. except maybe for xier or something.

I hope we won't screw up for worship on the 23rd. Like our dg. HAHA look at this man, we had to transpose EVERYTHING to Cmajor key because we are all not very pro you see...
NEVERMIND.
ONWARDS PEOPLE.

There is math remedial tomorrow.
and i dont think i can make it. I failed my math but ohwells. I shall start revision soon. I keep telling myself that but in the end i dont start with anything at all because i just cant really be bothered. haha i think my typing has gotten a little faster than what it used to be.

I love Jesus!
"Open the eyes of my heart Lord."
"Jesus, lover of my soul."
Hello natalie. If you see this i bet you'll be slapping your head now.
*big boarish grin*

There is iceskating on wednesday. I hope everyone would get along.
I was quite looking forward to it but now im quite ~ to how it would turn out you know.