Menopause

I think my mom is experiencing menopause. Life is so good now, but with a mad menopausal woman on the lose, I think my life is going to take a downturn from now. =((((

Sad.

MSG

Tell me how can a single MSG decide if we should ever get promoted or if we should be going over to HCJC. Sure, MSG is pretty fair, at least more fair than those results which we get from the end-of-years exams, where all depends on your ability to remember and spit everything out and luck. I was lucky during the end-of-years. Even though i didn't study much my grades were still pretty alright. How about those who really studied but do not score well or even PASS in their exams.

Then we start thinking, MSG is perhasp a better way to judge our ability.
Homework, Class participation, EOYs, Block Tests, Project Work.. everything is included. Thus it makes the grading better. Yes it does, but is it good enough? EOYs is worth 50% of our MSG. When this particularly important exams comes around the corner, teachers start telling us that only an insoucant fool would not study hard for their EOYs.

But why is it worth so much? IP. Aren't we supposed to broaden the student's perspective and widen the student's interest in studying? Even as the long awaited EOYs results and the MSG grade reveals itself and comes to an end, I am still (very much) frustrated at the IP system.

So here I am now, waiting for a certain friend to come out from her talk (with a few other people) with Paul Tan. I feel nervous and irritated. Sure, it might be her fault that she can't make it over, it might be her fault that she got a MSG higher than 3. But if she can't score well in tests, why don't they try to plan another method of testing for her instead of giving her another test.

Even to me, this sounds rather doubtful and frivolous. I know that planning another method of testing takes time and effort which our school does not have. But I can't help but be unhappy over the system and marginalizes the poor from the smart. Sure the elite would always be marginalized by people who treat them as elite. But this doesn't mean that we have to marginalize the poor from the smart. We all know that many people have the ability to cross over to HCJC but it's just because of their test results that causes them to be stuck here forever while unhappily watching the others go over.

But needless ot say, I have my grivences against the educational system, I am biased against the educational system.

Results.
It's just say I'm super pleased and elected with my results. =)
I had a rather good MSG, didn't really expect that MSG but still quite cool HAHA.
Just that my non-a1 subjects are 2.0x and 1.5x subjects. LOL

Ohwells. YES VERY PLEASED!

The spastic soggae.
sokkhoong says:
HAHA CHOWWEISI HERE I COME

HAHAHAHA WHAT ON EARTH!?

Taekwondo.
RYU CUT HIS HAIR.
HE SHAVED IT OFF.
I FEEL SUPER DEVASTATED.
I CANNOT CANNOT STAND HIM WITHOUT HIS HAIR.
NOW HE LOOKS LIKE A GUY. HE USED TO LOOK LIKE A GIRL.
=( SAD LA.
NS MAKE PEOPLE CUT THEIR HAIR AND NOW HE LOST HIS TRADEMARK RYU LOOK ALREADY.
SAD =(
OH, on a happier note, he passed his senior black grading. FINALLY lol
Yanyi so agrees with me lor.

Haha, yanyi finally came back. After a few thousand years of not appearing. Ohwells. I hope she'll get into her subject combi next year =)

Yes and drina and xinyi will jiayou and happily get promoted to NJ or HCJC or something so that i can see them EVERYDAY!

Yes HAHA. I should try to get over my phobia of sparring with people who i think is more powerful than me.

Ahwee says that she is all wonderful, brilliant, amazing and kind and superb and all that HAHAHHA!

Anyway, thanks nic, ahwee, soggae, eeeeening and ky =3

=) HELLO WORLD.

How can there be love with divorce?

Go bullshit yourself.

It intrigues me. How can they tell by just one picture O_o

You Should Be a Social Worker

You are deeply caring and empathetic. You are able to take on other people's problems as if they were your own. Sensitive and intuitive, you understand human emotions well. Helping others gives you the most joy in life. You feel like it's your purpose in life. You do best when you: - Have a lot of responsibility - Greatly impact someone's life with your work You would also be a good philanthropist or stay at home parent.

We all know that you don't know me and I don't know you.

Lets just leave it as it is.

Not improving, not moving backwards.

I won't talk to you as much anymore.
I think you don't know who you are. And it's not my parents.

Ma.
I will try harder next year.

You Are Wednesday

Like this day of the week, you are ruled by Mercury. More than anything, you are unpredictable. You are witty and wise - but you are also easily bored. You tend to be flighty and careless. You are unreliable at times. In some ways, it's perfect that you match up with hump day. You are always coasting downhill - even when it seems like an uphill battle.

1.
It's funny how some people seem so alone when they're in a big group. I was sitting somewhere in the middle of the classroom today, looking around at the small groups here and there playing cards. The mp3 was plugged into my ear so I couldn't really hear what they were talking/screaming about. While looking around, I really felt that some people in our class are rather isolated. Maybe they force themselves to be isolated, maybe they are just being isolated unconsciously, but the fact was there were people being isolated. Even when they were sitting with others in a big group, watching how the others played their cards while waiting for their turn, they stick out like a sore thumb. So painful, so striking.

And I am like one of them. Isolated because I want to be.
Haha, I don't even think I know the real me. I adapt and change to suit the people I'm with, quiet, noisy whatever until I am lost in the process.

2.
It's ending. The year.
So fast. So swift.
Soon, we'll all be separated and our class won't be a class anymore. Is this what we're going to leave the class as?
Still waters run deep.
We do look peaceful but how many problems do we have?
How much time do we have left?

So i guess. This is it.

3.
I...
am sorry about spoiling today's outing.

I...
fail at the arcade guitar thing.

My reaction time suck.

Life will always be life with all the downs and ups no matter how much I deny it. And sometimes the ups and downs are too much to take that some of us begin to think about dropping out of life. Some of us in this world insist that life is precious and its sanctity is not be to compromised with any other thing, but I beg to differ.

I know full well i shouldn't be thinking this way. It's not as if I want to go jump down a building or something, but it's just that sometimes I just get so overwhelmed by life that I can't seem to see why it's precious. How is it more precious than the lives of other animals? Why only us?

I shouldn't be thinking such things as a christian but...
I can't help it.

It's amazes me how some people (Soggae, Eeeeening, Xingxuan and Zihui) can look can look so wonderfully normal in the HC uniform while some of us just look plain weird.

Zomg, I look like some ahbeng in the school uniform, and the skirt is so short! I take comfort in the fact that Nicolea would probably look more ahbeng as compared to me LOL. Ahwee and Xinyu just looks plain weird. Especially Xinyu. HAHA

Die la. I better try to turn my uniform and myself less ahbeng and more student by next year.

Yes for tkd.
I must practice more. It's like crap now. I never knew I can become so much lousier after just a few weeks. (Okay maybe a month, but still!) Now my kicking is so "can't make it" that I feel like dying. And my sir has been chasing me to spar with him for these 2 days. I feel more like dying. And Bryan also. I have mental barrier for the both of them because of their superior speed, and for wong-sir superior strength.

I want to go HC and train. Or just go somewhere to train. I would go NTU to train if not for them preparing for IVP next year. I think if i go I'll be.. holding them back, because I'm so lousy. Thus Sok, lets jiayou. Practice more in school.

I need someone to correct my 360 turning...

I should blog more productively...
Yes, I haven't really thought about the issue of living and dying for a long time. But today when attending the last TLL lesson I'll ever attend, a question was posed.

Would you rather know when you're going to die, or would you rather just die suddenly.

Loosely quoting Carter from The Bucket List;
A poll which questioned people if they rather know when they're going to die or would they rather die suddenly. There are about 96% who rather not know. I always thought myself to be from the 4% minority who wanted to know, because I'd be able to make preparations for you know...
But now that I'm sick...

And loosely quoting Edward from The Bucket List;
Thomas: It has always been your policy, your motto, I'm running hospitals not health spas! Two beds in one room, no exceptions.
Edward: But it's different now. Now that I'm sick.

It scares me. How a person morals, ideals, thinking would change after going through some traumatizing event. Would I change that much if I was diagnosed with an incurable cancer? It depresses me to no end.

I should create a bucket list for myself while I still can.

Pinky's Bucket List
-In no particular order-
1. Do something nice for a stranger on the street.
2. Play kristopher at some gig.
3. Understand my mother.
4. Understand myself.
5. Go bungee jumping.
6. Watch heroes.
7. Fall in and out of love.
8. Go stargazing.
9. Help an autistic kid/random kid, love the kid.
10. Give up my seat to at least 100 needy people.
11. Dye/Highlight my hair.
12. Get baptized.
13. Split.
14. Be faster.
15. Kick head level.
16. Improve tkd skills.
17. Get to HCJC.
18. Slim down.
19. Get black pants and black shirt.

Soggae's shoes.


The other side.

Eeeeening's shoes. HAHA I was so worried that she wouldn't like it. But the gingerbread man looks quite spastic. My mom was cynically criticizing the shoe 5min before the photo was taken. "the thing at the front of the shoe look like robber!"
Well done


the other side..


pretty heart shape plate, but guess what's on it.
Pig's liver. Gross man.


SIGN ON GLASS FAIL. If you can't see it, it says lean on glass.
It's actually supposed to say do not lean on glass but the do not was blocked by the makeshift wall.
win.


Oh look at my healthy appetite of prawns. HAHA.
Somehow or other i ended up peeling prawns for my family =__________=

Oh look I'm a genius

Your Birthdate: March 1

You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet. You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily. Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail. You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details. Your strength: Your supreme genius Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity Your power color: Gold Your power symbol: Star Your power month: January

This is not true. I'm like the most emotionally unstable person on earth.

You Are 9: The Peacemaker

You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others. Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict. You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come. Avoiding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm. At Your Best: You feel connected, trusting, and fulfilled. You feel at peace with your place in the world. At Your Worst: You compromise your values to make sure peace is maintained. You give in to bullies. Your Fixation: Harmony Your Primary Fear: Causing conflict Your Primary Desire: To preserve things as they are Other Number 9's: Marge Simpson, Ronald Reagan, Audrey Hepburn, Jerry Seinfeld, and Abraham Lincoln.

Uh This is surprising! I normally blend in with the wall. So much for catching people's attention.

You Are a Sprinkled Donut

Flamboyant and flashy, you're easily distracted by shiny things. You're definitely a snazzy number, and you usually catch everyone's eye in the room. And you've got the goods to back it up your colorful image. (Though too much of you gives people a stomach ache!)

You Are Clogs

You are a solid and down to earth person. You seek – and almost always achieve – a really sound balance in your life. You are stylish yet comfortable. Mellow but driven. Excited yet calm. You are the perfect mesh of contradictions. No matter what happens, you have the ability to stay well grounded in your life. People know that they can truly depend on you. You should live: In Europe You should work: At a company dedicated to helping the world

You Are 60% Feminine, 40% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides. You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you. You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.

You Are a Jam Cookie

On the outside, you project a straight-laced, innocent vibe. But on the inside, you're complex, exotic, and full of flavor.

Your Superpower Should Be Invisibility

You are stealth, complex, and creative. You never face problems head on. Instead, you rely on your craftiness to get your way. A mystery to others, you thrive on being a little misunderstood. You happily work behind the scenes... because there's nothing better than a sneak attack! Why you would be a good superhero: You're so sly, no one would notice... not even your best friends Your biggest problem as a superhero: Missing out on all of the glory that visible superheroes get

You Are a Green Apple Jelly Bean

Of all the flavors, you're the most complex and the most real. A little sweet, a little sour, and totally tangy. People can't describe you, but they love you!

You Are a Cupcake

Cute and fun, you never take life too seriously. People are constantly surprised by how delightful you are.

You Need Some Purple in Your Life

Purple will make you feel ambitious, independent, and creative. And with a little purple, you will project an aura of individuality. If you want more extravagance, you've got to get a little purple in your life! For extra punch: Combine purple with green or orange The downside of purple: It can evoke sad feelings The consequences of more purple in your life: You will feel an increase in your artistic abilities You will find balance in the most chaotic parts of your life You will feel calm and will be hard to disturb

You Are Break Dancing

You are a rebel and a rule breaker. You are uniquely you, and you expressing your individuality. And while you're different and a bit weird, you're no slacker. You're extremely hard working. Having unusual talents is not as easy as it looks!

Your Eyes Should Be Blue

Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness People find you to be: Attractive, adorable, and irresistible Your best trait: You truly love to make other people happy What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You like to think of yourself as a fairly modest person. And it's true that you don't talk yourself up... but you're also pretty happy with who you are. You have a wild reputation, but you're not as wild as you seem. You take risks, but only measured risks. You are a very open minded, liberal, and flexible person. You love many things. You tend to have tastes that range from down home to cosmopolitan. You are a natural multitasker. You feel alive when you're doing more than one thing at a time. You can be a big dramatic and over the top sometimes. You are bold in every way

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking. You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are. Your gift is having a good eye. You take amazing picture and have the natural talent for most visual arts. You are inspired by challenges. If something is hard to accomplish, you want to do it. It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

You Are 24% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit. Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

You Are Fruit Flavored Gum

You are quirky and independent. You don't tend to follow any one style or rule book. You are a mix and match type of person, and you draw inspiration from many sources. While you're definitely a bit unusual, you get along well with other people. You're eager to welcome anyone into your world. You are not judgmental at all. You form close bonds with your friends, and your relationships tend to be very secure. You hold firm to your beliefs and values, and you don't let anyone talk you into compromising them.

Maybe I'll change the picture of my blog to a Zion themed one soon. =D

Haha Rah took a whole series of Zion-Muata pictures when we went to Starbucks. HAHA Zion was SUPER ULTRA CUTE.

Ohoh and he's going to get clothes soon =3

The only problem is that rah never seems to be online

PLEASE HUG ZION.

And so if you bother to pack your room you'll find interesting pictures you never knew you had.


Me when I was young, and me when I was sec 1 with my mom and sis.
HMM i wonder what happened.


My cheese fries. They're so appetizing!


Wee's cheese fries, hmm...

Mr Meow the Ultimate

EH.
I really feel a great deal of distress when i hear people flippantly say, "hey, I like this thing now/ hey, I find myself having an interest in *lets say* trumpet now, SO I'll take it up. Well, maybe I'll not only take it up, but I shall apply for a scholarship to learn it!"

I feel as if it's just something that they decide to enter without much consideration. Some people now are able to do this because they have a good background/ good results, thus no matter what bursaries they sign up for, it's always possible for them to get it.

Just like what my DGL told me a few months back.
"... there are certain people who only try to become a doctor because their parents are forcing them into it, or they just want money out from the doctor job in the future..."
"... and these people that normally sign up like this are really good students who would most definitely get in. Because at the interview they have good acting skills too. This causes people who really want to get it, but with not so good results to not be able to enter the doctor course."

I never liked this type of people. And I don't want to become one myself.

Why do I want to enter the Humanities Programme. That was the question that ran repeatedly over and over again in my head.

I really like it.
That would be my immediate reply.

But would like be enough?
How about capabilities?
How about a stronger emotion? Need? Love?

Should I crumple like and replace it with raw emotions?
Should I keep holding to this insignificant like and add icings on top of it?

The passion bug grew, but logic did not grow with it.

So, if I somehow or other mange to get past to the interview stage and they ask me, why the Humanities Programme?
What would I say?
What would I do?

I really don't know.

Am I like those money-minded doctors?
Does being a journalist/ or going into business definitely need the Humanities Programme?

Why do I specifically want it?

To prove my self-worth to my mother?
Is that even a valid reason?

But I think, it's a matter of if I actually get past the results stage first. My results aren't exactly the best. I really really hope Paul Tan would give me a good recommendation. I feel like talking to him.

=( Life is so tough.
Getting into HP would eventually prove to be the greatest challenge for me.
At least for these 16years I've walked on this earth.

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a laid back person with rather low energy. You aren't lazy... you *are* sensitive and empathetic. You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

Change.

Like the weather, change is too unpredictable. It happens spontaneously, and then we're all falling down the slippery slope called change.

Whether we want it or not, we still change. I heard people say that when we enter JC we'll change. At least most of us will.
I'm scared.
I'm scared that I'll change and I'll lose everyone that I've ever found precious.
I'm scared that everyone around me will change and I'll be alone in this ever-moving crowd.

Change.
Should we be resistant to change or should we just accept it.

P.S;
Have the both of us changed so much in 2 years that I'm not precious to you anymore?
You're still very important to me.

Since young, even when I was in kindergarten, I've always thought myself as a science student. At that time, I looked up to the doctors as if they were all my personal saviours. I placed being a doctor above everything, placed it as my goal, as what I would definitely become in the future. I stood so strong with the support of my mother, with those starry starry eyes gazing at the height of the ladder I had to start climbing for now on.

Perhaps at that period of time, I was genuinely interested in science. Perhaps at that age, I didn't know the extent of the world. My eyes were always set on science and the medical profession. My mother backed me and I was happy, because for the first time in my life I could do what she wanted.

I'm not sure why my mother sent me to the tuition class I was sent to. But over there, I met Mrs Jenny. The best teacher anyone could ever have. She lighted up my life. I'm not sure when it happened but before long, I was staying back every lesson to talk to her. She listened to me, she responded to whatever I had to say. She painted my life with beautiful colours, with different opinions, with different stories. I was so happy that I found Mrs Jenny, she was like the mother I could never have, the best friend I've always wanted, the listening ear that was always there for me. I told her about my ambition in science, she looked crestfallen at that time, but said nothing. Also, at that time, I was an avid reader, reading all sorts of books and literary texts, believe it or not, under her supervision, I finished half of King Lear. She lent me all sorts of different books every week. I loved them. The small flame called interest was lighted up in my misted heart.

Then I was disillusioned by my primary school teacher. Like what grace blogged a few weeks ago, I was put down and my interest in the english language dwindled and shook until that mighty mountain fell. My primary school teacher was a mixed blood, half indian, half eurasian, her english language was superb. I admired her but she never saw my talent in the humanities field. Even after topping the class for a few times, she still transferred me to 'band 3' in the class. There, I was ridiculed, mocked, hit from side to side by the better people and that particular teacher. I think that was when my already diminishing love for the non-science subject completely disappeared.

From then on, my eyes was always turned to the light of science, where answers were definite and teachers were not able biased. The love for science lasted for a few years more, until about the middle of secondary 2. Being in the class I was in and having Mrs Koh as my form teacher was probably the best thing that happened to me. She was the one who rekindled the flame, the passion for humans. I'm not sure what is the particular incident that actually caused the flame to burn brighter, more than anything, that it felt so painful just like a dead-weight in my chest. I felt myself wanting to read more, to understand and discover what these authors meant by writing in their particular style. And believe it or not, I actually looked forward to unseen prose and poetry.

While that bright light was flaming was vigorously, my brain keep trying to make excuses. "I'm just good in english, doesn't really mean that I have to take literature in secondary 3. I still like science better."

I denied those feelings.
Listened to my parents and headed on to do triple science.

However, passion is a dangerous thing. It's a creature that feeds off nothing and yet grows at an alarming rate. A creature that soon overwhelms you and reduces you to your knees.

It wasn't sudden, it wasn't swift either. I don't understand what happened. But soon after I took up triple science, my love of science started decaying like that lonely fossil under those crevasses. I started becoming irritated with the fixed answers and the lack of freedom of expression in science. Teachers couldn't answer your questions of when, how, what. When asked they merely advise you to learn whatever's needed for the exams. When you press on and continue asking, their faces would show mild wrinkles, and they'll snap at you, telling you that since you're not a good students, it's pointless knowing about the extra stuff.

Well, to put it in another way, I was pissed off at the teachers comments.

I think i drifted to the humans side after this, with the flame burning, burning, and the passion bug growing bigger and bigger. Even my IH started doing a lot better than in the past.

So when the Humanities Programme was introduced to us, I immediately felt the immense need to get into the programme. Unfortunately, being a science student, I was rather doubtful of the fact that I could get into the Humanities Programme. Thus, I hesitated and swayed along with the breeze called influence.

In the end, the passion grub metamorphosed into this beast that reared it's ugly head at me. I gave in much to my mother's dismay.

So this is where it puts me now. Trying hard, telling my mother to support me even though I'm not going for a science job. Praying hard, hoping for a miracle to happen (because the current state of my results are.. lets say.. not very good).

I'm scared that I'll fall too quickly, too suddenly.

Mother, admit it.

You want a shadow of me.
You don't want me.

Soggae says that I'm allowed to poke fun at her.
Hmm.
Soggae is very unmotivated by moment and electromotive forces.

I WANT TO THROW PHYSICS AWAY
DEEP INTO THE JUNGLE

GRACE IS TRAUMATIZING.
I've never seen someone who will attach themselves to someone else from the back with this scary scary hug and won't let go.
Worse: it's in public.

GRACE I WILL RUN AWAY FROM YOU. HA i win.

Okay yes anyway

You Are an “A-OK”

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, “Whatever will be, will be.” Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next. You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock. You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it.

Me a rock? Dream on LOL

So nice the colours, I love pencils and pens.


I feel super stressed looking at this picture, can't believe we went through this last year.


HELLO AHWEE. Boat!


Pretty fish ahwee!


The chicken or the periodic table. I gladly chose the chicken.

I realized that SIA/projects are really our saving grace. I shall put mine up to encourage myself even though they're average. With the exception of chinese, I'm quite happy for the rest of my SIAs. I only hope that my eoys for chinese will turn out okay =\, at least a 60% or something i hope. The paper was quite difficult.

I should feel more confident for chem tmr, with all the things that I've been doing. yep.

So SIA results,
LA - 87
CH - 72 (Haiz, this one might not be able to pull my msg up)
Math - 84
Bio - 78
Chem - 81
Physics - 94 (Oh ya hurray for Mdm Toh, I think she really forced my results up LOL, Physics CA2 marks, 78. Only I wonder where the marks came from, I failed my block test and most of my quizes HMM)
IH - 76

It's so weird coming from someone who don't really do her chinese homework but-
I think I should be nicer to Li Lao, she looked so sad when she saw so little people in class for remedial.

Ohya, my chinese is a little very sad as compared to my other subjects too.
50% for CA2 WELL DONE.

I'm really worried that I might not pass 50% for chinese =\
[Trying not to use ><]

Haiz I see my improving number of As but I see a improving number of Cs too T.T
So in the end, my msg is still quite bad =(

Check out the hair.
His hair will die after a few rounds of this. Too much hairspray!


Very pretty hair, and lots of hairspray

Smile because results are not everything, there's still life to pursue.

If my PSLE results were a little lower and I was not as keen to study at that period of time, I think I'll probably be on my way to become a hairdresser soon. If I was not smart enough to enter this elite school, I would have chosen the path of a hairdresser/hairstylist, even though my hair isn't that nice itself.

Even as a hairdresser you can be successful. Just look at Steve Smart..

Haiz. Depressing.

Now tackle exams.

From grace's blog. The lyrics were too tempting, they just had to be posted ><

Tell me Why
Declan Galbraith

In my dreams, Children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue, the fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why,(why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why,(why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Just tell me why (why, why, why)

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Why why, does the tigers run?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we shoot the gun?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we never learn?)
Can someone tell us why we let the forests burn

(why why do we say we care?) tell me why
(why why do we stand and stare?) tell me why
(why why do the dolphins cry?) tell me why
can someone tell us why we let the ocean die

(why why if we're all the same?) tell me why
(why why do we pass the blame?) tell me why
(why why does it never end?)
can someone tell us why we cannot just be friends

why why?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w1GoEWbAyQg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_j6IBdHW_rY

Another post with a title that can't be seen. But i thought today was rather amazing. I was feeling quite desolate with the lost of my wallet and all the stuff in it, and today was the day that i had to collect my passport and actually get down to remaking my IC.

Thus, i spent about 30min in school waiting for my dad. Somehow or other, grace and i talked about luck. How she is a dang lucky person and how i'm not very lucky when it comes to chem and physics. We drifted to how luck is important in your future work life, haha and I told her I'm not very lucky. She insisted I am quite lucky because judging by the fact that I haven't kena hit by car yet, luck must still be with me.

LOL. and zomg. God shows his greatness is strange ways.
I found my wallet in ICA. They kept it for me. HAHA I've never been happier than this. It was so lucky that i asked and so lucky that they picked it up!

lucky lucky

Zomg, IT'S TOO TEMPTING.

SORRY OMNIPOTENT!

Apparently omnipotent is married 5 times to someone, divorced 3 times with the same someone, and is STILL married 2 times with the same someone. Then is involved in a sexual relationship with the only girl in the class AND has a extramarital affair with a guy from another class.

well done omnipotent.

THERE. happy?
i will fang the both of you one day.
But isn't omnipotent a bit obvious?

I'm making use of my education to refute education, to find a way to prove that education is indeed useless.

There, I have now proven that education is useless, because only those who have gone through the system would truly find education useless. The only thing you would get out from it, is to learn how the current education system is useless.

Formal education kills curiosity. It's a wonder that I'm still curious after all the honing since young, eh, why is this one like that. HUH you don't need to know yet, study what you need to know for your exam first.

Ho. and guess what. I found the ultimate purpose of the education system in Singapore! Since we don't have natural resources, we now have human resources! Since "natural resources" also go through something called genetic modification, we can now do something similar to humans! We make them go through this modification called education, then package them so that it'll look like a attractive export item, then send them to other countries. So that ultimately, this homeland gain revenue! Well done.

Ironically, I am only able to criticize the education system because I have gone through the education.
The minions try to kill the master with all their might, but fail as the master is too lucrative to kill off.

Haikus are easy,
But sometimes they don't make sense,
Refrigerator.

Looking at Soggae and everyone else. I feel quite screwed. My results are not exactly in the acceptable region. It's more in the dying region. One good example is that i need a 80% for chem in eoys for an a1. But being a mugger (or muggertoad as soggae's favourite dictionary puts it) doesn't really work for me. I can't even sit still for a 2hr30min remedial/not feel like sleeping for 2hr30min and my attention span really last only about 1hr. this sucks man.

And now I'm wondering all over again how on earth did i manage to get into this school =__= and why on earth did i chose triple science as my upper sec combi.

Plus my chinese, oh woe, my chinese. I dunno how i'm ever going to redeem myself for chinese. I can't even speak that language properly and I'm supposed to be chinese. Ho, and most people say with practice I'll be fine, I've been practicing and it STILL sounds out-of-tune. Even Li Lao say I sound only a little better than a westerner speaking in chinese. She say that I got strange accent =( and it's off tune. Haiz. What a failure.

I wish i could mug like my sister. Then i won't be stuck here resting after every 2hours. I WILL FINISH CHEM TODAY.
I will.
I must.

Yeah and a happy children's day to everyone.