I can't remember the exact details but I had a series of nightmares yesterday about orientation, OG and church.
Ah, give me my sleep back.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
11:01 AM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Fuego De Dios [Hillsongs United]
Porque sé que vivo estás Me diste la eternidad Por siempre quiero alabar Tu nombre oh Dios Glorificar
Me compraste con la sangre que diste en la cruz al morir crucificado por la humanidad ahora vivo estás en mí
Con mis manos quiero servirte Jesús Me acepto desesperado por ver tu bondad Mi alma descansará en ti
Jamás seré igual Jamás seré igual
Porque sé que vivo estás Me diste la eternidad Por siempre quiero alabar Tu nombre oh Dios Glorificar
Me has cambiado rompiste el muro que nos separaba en ti soy bendito y camino en tu luz la victoria yo tengo en ti
Jamás seré igual Jamás seré igual
Porque sé que vivo estás Me diste la eternidad Por siempre quiero alabar Tu nombre oh Dios Glorificar
Fuego de Dios, fuego de Dios, consúmenos te anhelamos
Tu corazón yo quiero ver, ven con tu gloria
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
9:34 PM
Coughs are supposed to get better after taking medication prescribe by the doctor and after some time. But strangely, mine is getting worse. It's tearing up my voice =( Now I can't even sing without coughing.
Saddened.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
8:51 PM
I'm the same I was when we first met, And now i feel you're pulling away, So, just give me the word, And I'll leave today.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
3:00 PM
Yesterday when I was at Cheryl's party, Hsiu and I were playing dead or alive 3. The versus mode and this little boy (who i think is not from our church coz none of us knew who he was) came to watch us. He claimed to have played this game with his sister and lose every time when playing with her. And just so happen that I kept losing to Hsiu and he said, In this game, GUYS always lose to GIRLS.
Yes, perfect fallacy. Oh hello, I AM SO NOT A GUY.
Then after a few times I finally won Hsiu and he commented yeah you see, only sometimes, only sometimes right GUYS win.
Hello~ I AM STILL NOT A GUY.
Then Hsiu said but we're BOTH GIRLS. And he replied DON'T CHEAT ME. GUYS ALWAYS LOSE OKAY. Finally being unable to stand it anymore I said I PROMISE YOU I AM A GIRL. WALAO And he totally ignored me.
WALAOOOOOOOOOO. walao walao walao.
Fine la, I know I'm very manly and ungirlish BUT CANNOT BE SO BAD RIGHT.
I think i should keep long hair.
WALAO.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
12:20 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
I hope that in the coming year, there would be less of me and more of Jesus.
Reflecting on the year, I realized that I am neither good nor obedient. None of my actions reflected that I am christian. I rebelled against my parents, and even hated them at one point of time. Then wallowed in self-pity at the slightest problem that occurs. But it was the Lord that pulled me through. Of course, I fully understand that not everyone goes through these problems, but since I've been through all these problems, it should become a strength for me. So that I might be able to connect with others with the same problems and somehow minister God's word to them.
But instead I hid, I hid away from all those problems and I hid away from God. I hid from the world and all its false promises. I put my strength into rebelling against my parents and being against anything they say.
Colossians 3:20 Children, obey your parents in everything, for this pleases the Lord.
Deuteronomy 21:18-21 If a man has a stubborn and rebellious son who does not obey his father and mother and will not listen to them when they discipline him, his father and mother shall take hold of him and bring him to the elders at the gate of his town. They shall say to the elders, "This son of ours is stubborn and rebellious. He will not obey us. He is a profligate and a drunkard." Then all the men of his town shall stone him to death. You must purge the evil from among you. All Israel will hear of it and be afraid.
I should change. I shouldn't hide and indulge in these things anymore. The eyes of my heart have been open and I am painfully aware of my rebellious streak against my parents.
Okay. I shall listen to my parents and not be rebellious. This shall be my new year resolution.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
5:14 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
These days I find it harder and harder to speak to people I usually know very well. Gone are the days where conversations would just flow out of our mouths. Days of silence and awkwardness have ensued.
I hope it'll return soon, the ability to listen to people's problems and help them.
I feel so helpless now.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
11:47 PM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
I met monkey and monster at Gentings. I wonder if that's a sign that I should join throws in JC. And Jiaolian (Guo) is now going to treat us (peilih and the guy throwers) to a meal O_O I wonder if that's another sign I should really join throws.
AH SAD. =(
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
5:39 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008
After passing a friend his stuff at a certain mrt this morning, I sat down at a corner and gazed at the many tennis courts to contemplate. Many trains came and went, people came, sat down and left. I sat there for about 1hour thinking about the things that have been happening recently and accidentally falling down the train track and getting ran over by one of those terrifyingly fast monsters.
At times like this, I realize that I am more alone than I would have liked to be. And for most people, when they find themselves alone, they strip themselves of every facade. I was no different. To say that I wasn't the least bit affected over whatever is happening would be a blatant lie. To say that I believe in the forgive and forget golden rule would also be another lie. When stripped of the facade wearing monster, I discover that my inner self is actually greatly affected by every single tiny thing that happens. One thing leads to another. Nothing can be the same after something happens.
While looking at the tennis courts and feeling the cold morning wind bite me, (because I am sensitive to the cold) I felt myself crumble and collapse. Even getting run over by one of those amazingly horrible mrts was more appealing as compared to moving on. I'm not the type of person that would be able to climb up again after falling down time after time. Limits can be founded after you slam those off-limits areas again and again. Thus I was deep in thought. To jump or not to jump, that is the question.
(The worst thing was that, I was thinking about it fully knowing that to take one's own life is a crime, a sin, in God's and societal eyes.)
Not sure if it was divine intervention or pure coincidence, (but I don't believe in coincidental things) but I caught sight of a terrible tennis player. I vaguely remember him when I came out of the mrt at about 11.32, at 12.45 he was still there. And he was terrible. I looked at him for awhile. Time after time he missed the ball, time after time his served a net ball, time after time he fell down while running for the ball. Monstrous playing, the thought registered in my mind. But little did I realize that in time to come, I would be encouraged by his never-give-up, never-say-die spirit. (Or is it the spirit of someone who didn't want to waste the money for court booking?)
He even refused to stop after his coach came, packed up and left. He just stayed in the court serving and serving, every single ball a net ball.
Who was I to contemplate about dying when there are probably a few million other people that have suffered more than me. Jesus was persecuted, ridiculed and scorned by so many people, but He never once thought about giving up or dying. Just like that horrible tennis player. Although the tennis player and Jesus' suffering were of a different category all together, (the tennis player in a not so serious category, Jesus' in a category of its own because no one would be able to do what He did.) it encouraged me to move on.
Even though the future road would be tougher, I would plod stubbornly on and refuse to succumb to the temptation of death and the easy way out! I would be like that tennis player who hit nothing but net balls but still continued, I would be like Jesus who suffered until the very end. I would march on, without stopping even if I hit a roadblock.
I will march on for His glory.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
3:20 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
One Day at a Time Jeremy Camp
One day at a time I will walk this road I've traveled so far One day at a time well I know I will carry on One day at a time I can see you took my life this far One day at a time I will take this faith along
All this hope I breathe is given by the hand that carries me Until I'm complete and I'll take all I will To understand this plan you have for me, for me
I've been shut up shut down held out held down In ways I never knew I would (But) I can feel your fullness in my life Well I've been burned out broken torn out torn down In ways I never knew I would (But) I can feel your fullness in my life
One day at a time I will take these words you've given me One day at a time I will rest in knowing you One day at a time I will share this gift you've given me One day at a time I will walk these valleys through
All I know is that I see how much my heart Is longing to be cradled by your side And I'll give all I can to one day soon Be held by your hand, by your hand
In all these things I will press on I'll be with you I know it wont be long
Uh. Brain's not thinking properly, so naturally there'll be lots of typos and grammar and vocab and spelling errors. Forgive me =)
I was struggling so much over the past few days, trying to understand why God let everything happen the way it did, trying to understand why I wasn't as fortunate as the other people, trying hard to understand what was Gods purpose, trying to ask God why everything had happened the way it did.
It was with my own human ability that I tried to do all these. In my dark dark heart, I was actually questioning the Lord. I seriously felt that He had abandoned me during this trying period. People often tell me that after a trial or a temptation, we find ourselves closer to God than ever. But when it came, I found myself drifting aimlessly down that river of doubt and deceit. My mind started to lock away all the words He had given to me, I refused to rest in knowing that the Lord was there. I wanted to see Him do something, to solve all these scattering problems.
I cried so much that day, I felt so unfair. What ran through my mind was that the Lord delivers but in the end, He takes away. I had completely forgotten that without these hardships, I would always stay in the contented state and not try to delve deeper and solidify this relationship.
So in one crushing moment, He took away. Everything I once held dear. I was left so alone and lonely. Literally. The entire house was empty, I was chided before they left. The phone stopped vibrating. One thought ran through my mind, "I guess I have no one when I really need the support of someone. It has always been the same."
I didn't realize that I had the Lord to lean on. I didn't realize that He was always there for me. I embraced all the worldly things because they comforted me and gave me the companionship that I've always wanted. But in the end, only the Lord can be there for me, every single day.
My heart is still clouded, I hope the clouds would fade soon to reveal that glorious light. That glorious light that would remind me that there is a fullness in my life that no one can take away.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
11:22 PM
When utterly broken and depressed, do another quiz.
The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you Italicize the statements that you WISH are true Leave the Fibs alone Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now. I don't watch TV these days. I own lots of books I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm totally smart. I've broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really, really fast. I have long hair.Long and nice, I wish. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way I look. I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. (Sister?) I enjoy talking on the phone I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. I enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop then eat. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. I'm a pretty good dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends. (I wish) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. I have dated a close friends's ex. I am happy at this moment! I'm obsessed with guys. I study for tests most of the time. I'm a good girl! I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car. I love my job. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at McDonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. (I WISH.) I went college out of state. I like sausage. I love kisses. I fall for the worst people. I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can't whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither. (EW) I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I've ever written in I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. (I so totally wish) I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can't stand at least one person that I work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I know what cosplaying is. (I WANNA SEE PEOPLE COSPLAY. And cosplay one day if my guts are well enough.) I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. I'm an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie.
I shall not stab people, there'll be BLOOD AND BLOOD IS SCARY.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
12:05 PM
When you're broken, bored, distraught and disgusted, do quizzes to distract yourself.
01.Single, taken, naked or flirt? Single 02.Are you happy with that? Haha very 03.Would you still kiss your ex? What ex O_O 04.Have you ever had your heart broken? My heart is STRONG, it won't break so easily, i think. 05.Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay? Perhaps 06.Have you ever talked about marriage? Not particularly 07.Do you want children? >< 08.How many? HMM 09.If someone likes you now, would you want them to tell you? Not really, I want to indulge in my dark nostalgic youth. 10.Do you want someone you cant have? JACK T.T JACK JACK JACK HE'S 338 BUCKS. 11.Have you ever been in love? YES WITH JACK JACK JACK JACK AHHHHHH 338 BUCKS 12.Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? Anniversaries? Not really. 13.What would you say about you recent ex? Don't have one? 14.Does your ex still have feelings for you? Then again, what ex? 15.Do you believe in long distance relationship? HAHAHA. Sure sure sure, quoting Becca "if it's from here to Bishan," SURE. 16.Do you believe in love at first sight? MY JACK SOBS 338 BUCKS
TRUTHS ABOUT ME 01.Are you perfect? Oh far away from perfect. 02.Are you tall? Sure, I'm really tall, about as tall as Henin 03.Are you short? Oh, I can multi-task! I'm as short as Henin too! 04.Are you in your pyjamas? What pyjamas?
LAST 01.The last friend you saw? Colette and Becca 02.Last talked on phone to? Ky which was ages ago, darn I must use the phone more. 03.Last person to text you? Nicolea =3
QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS 01.What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up? Drink milk 02.Do you have anything that bothers you? Of course, 03.Whats the last movie you watched in the theatres? BOLT 3D. Giddy @_@ 04.Where is the last place you went? Kitchen =D 05.Do you smile a lot? Depends. According to Steph, I smile too much that it becomes scary when i don't. 06.Do you wish upon stars? I WANT TO GO STARGAZING 07.Are you a friendly person? Not really >< 08.Where did you have your sleep last night? On the sofa 09.When was the last time you cried? Not telling 10.What was your last thoughts before going to bed? I'm darn sleepy 11.Rate life as of it now,one being bad,ten being great? Five, it's turning into a four though. 12.What do you hear right now? Jeremy Camp - One day at a Time 13.Does anything hurt you right now? Mosquito bites that bleed =( 14.What your favourite month? Feb, I think.
EMOTIONS 01.Are you missing someone right now? Not particularly, probably everyone. 02.Are you tired? Yeah 03.Are your parents still married? I hope so?
BASICS 01.Real name? Lee Liuyi 02.Eye colour? Brown 03.Male or Female? MALE MALE MALE MALE HAHAHAHAHA Female. 04.Crushing? Crushing? 05.Hair colour? Plain black. It's so black that it doesn't even turn the lightest shade of brown in the sun. Depressed. 06.Sweats or jeans? Cargoes. 07.Phone or Camera? Phone with camera, 5 Megapixels or more 08.Health freak? I don't think so? Picky eater. 09.Righty or Lefty? Right? 10.Smoke or drink? Who wants to be as smelly as Dragon?
FIRST 01.First best friend? Uh? Trixie? 02.First enemy? HAHA, there's none? 03.First vacation? Uh... M'sia?
CURRENTLY 01.Eating? Cookie 02.Drinking? Water? 03.Listening to? Jeremy Camp - Tonight 04.Plans tmr? Rush rush rush
WHICH IS BETTER FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER? 01.Lips or Eyes? HUH. How can someone have no lips or no eyes! Zomg? 02.Shorter or Taller? Taller ROAR 03.Romantic or Spontaneous? In between? 04.Sensitive or Loud? In between? 05.Hook-up or being in a relationship? -
HAVE YOU EVER? 01.Drank hard drinks? Nope 02.Lost glasses or contacts? Too many times 03.Ran away from home? Nope 04.Broken someone's heart? Nope 05.Been arrested? UH.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY 01.Do you like someone? EVERYONE =3 But that category of like, Nope. 02.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life now? I'm enjoying my nostalgic dark youth now!
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
11:36 AM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
We see everyone around us alive and in good spirits that sometimes we forget to be thankful for our lives. To be thankful that we're still able to prance around and live under a roof. How would life be like if we're ill.
I never want to experience that.
Let us all be happy and live the remainder of our days with a smile of our face. Let us try our best not to turn into hypocrites as we grow up.
Go for it us.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
10:27 PM
I was thinking about it.
We're probably still sexist even if we deny it. Especially when it comes to bands. Look around us, how many successful female bands are there? When I say bands, I don't mean the S.H.E kind of all singing bands but rather the guitar, bass, drums playing bands.
Thinking about it, most, if not all of the successful and famous bands have all male members. Besides Paramore, which has only ONE female lead singer member, I can't really find any famous bands with... lets say a female guitarist/bassist/drummer.
Maybe it's only me. But HAHA, it's always easier for both genders to like guys.
I was thinking about life and death the entire day today. I'm not sure what made me feel that terrible but I was really quite upset when my sister said "I hope you die someday"
And I was only grumbling at her for carrying the laptop around so roughly and putting it at such a dangerous position.
I... think life is precious, it's just not right to tell someone else that you hope they'll die soon. Sure, at some point of our lives we always start contemplating about suicide. But still life is precious. I can't imagine myself saying "I hope you die" to someone that I know that I'm close to.
I'm sad, very much so. But in that sadness, I'm disappointed too.
So, to my sister, I only mean this much to her.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
9:23 PM
What am I to you.
You hate my attitude but you want me to fix every single thing for you.
I bet you wish I was born as a robot so that you won't have to be bothered by my needs and attitude but you'll still get everything done.
The camera's a bitch
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
11:16 AM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
I guess most people think that IP students are just amazingly clever or just bloody slackers that don't seem to study hard. How true can that be, how are those in IP different from those in normal O level track except for the fact that they don't need to take O levels.
sis: can you teach me logarithms? me: yeah sure, why do you need to learn it this year? I learnt it in sec 4. sis: I O level leh. You IP slackers don't know one la.
Check that out.
So who's having the superior attitude? IP students or O level track students.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
10:09 AM
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
I decided that I should put up the English translation too because it's a little different from the English version, and I prefer it =D
German Spring Nicht" Tokio Hotel Über den Dächern, ist es so kalt, und so still. Ich schweig Deinen Namen, weil Du ihn jetzt, nicht hören willst. Der Abgrund der Stadt, verschlingt jede Träne die fällt. Da unten ist nichts mehr, was Dich hier oben noch hällt.
Ich schrei in die Nacht für Dich, lass mich nicht im Stich, Spring nicht. Die lichter fangen Dich nicht, sie betrügen Dich. Spring nicht. Erinner Dich, an Dich und mich. Die Welt da unten zählt nicht, Bitte spring nicht.
In Deinen Augen, scheint alles sinnlos und leer. Der Schnee fällt einsam, Du spürst ihn schon lange nicht mehr. Irgendwo da draussen, bist Du verloren gegangen. Du träumst von dem Ende, um nochmal von vorn anzufangen.
Ich schrei in die Nacht für Dich, lass mich nicht im Stich Spring nicht. Die lichter fangen Dich nicht, sie betrügen Dich. Spring nicht. Erinner Dich, an Dich und mich. Die Welt da unten zählt nicht, Bitte spring nicht.
Ich weiss nicht wie lang, Ich Dich halten kann.
1 year ago Ich schrei in die Nacht für Dich, lass mich nicht im Stich Spring nicht. Die lichter fangen Dich nicht, sie betrügen Dich. Spring nicht. Erinner Dich, an Dich und mich. Die Welt da unten zählt nicht, Bitte spring nicht.
Spring nicht. Und hält Dich das auch nicht zurück. Dann spring ich für Dich.
English Translation Don’t Jump (Jump Not) Tokio Hotel Over the rooftops It’s so cold And so quiet I whisper your name Because you don’t want to hear it now The abyss of the city Swallows every tear that falls Down there is nothing That’s holding you up here
I scream into the night for you Don’t abandon me Don’t jump (Jump Not) The lights won’t catch you They’re deceiving you Don’t jump Remember Me and you The world down there doesn’t count Please don’t jump
In your eyes Everything seems so meaningless and empty The snow is falling in loneliness You stopped feeling it a long time ago Somewhere out there You have been lost You’re dreaming of the end To start over from the beginning
I scream into the night for you Don’t abandon me Don’t jump (Jump Not) The lights won’t catch you They’re deceiving you Don’t jump Remember Me and you The world down there doesn’t count Please don’t jump
I don’t know how long I can hold you I don’t know how long
Take my hand We’ll start over Don’t jump (Jump Not)
I scream into the night for you Don’t abandon me Don’t jump (Jump Not) The lights won’t catch you They’re deceiving you Don’t jump Remember Me and you The world down there doesn’t count Please don’t jump
Don’t jump (Jump Not) And if even this doesn’t hold you back (then) I’m going to jump for you
English Don’t Jump Tokio Hotel On top of the roof The air is so cold and so calm I say your name in silence You don't wanna hear it right now The eyes of the city Are counting the tears falling down Each one a promise Of everything you never found
I scream into the night for you Don't make it true Don't jump The lights will not guide you through They're deceiving you Don't jump Don't let memories go Of me and you The world is down there out of view Please don't jump
You open your eyes But you can't remember what for The snow falls quietly You just can't feel it no more Somewhere out there You lost yourself in your pain You dream of the end To start all over again
I scream into the night for you Don't make it true Don't jump The lights will not guide you through They're deceiving you Don't jump Don't let memories go Of me and you The world is down there out of view Please don't jump Don't jump
I don't know how long I can hold you so strong I don't know how long
Just take my hand Give it a chance Don't jump
I scream into the night for you Don't make it true Don't jump The lights will not guide you through They're deceiving you Don't jump Don't let memories go Of me and you The world is down there out of view Please don't jump Don't jump And if all that can't hold you back I'll jump for you
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
11:47 AM
Rot Burn Crash and Die.
Japan was really good.
Japan and its people The people there were really nice. Comparing Singaporeans to Japaneses, we see an obvious difference in our manners. Even in Tokyo where it is supposedly the busiest and most unfriendly part in japan, they are pretty friendly. How can we ever compare to these countries if we keep having and breeding this sort of mentality? How can we ever say that Singaporeans are open and friendly if we continue to breed brats?
The Tour group I AM SPEECHLESS. Awestruck by the amazing brats.
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
9:39 AM
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
grad night photos
Rina and I XD
Hiroshi's band and Nic! Bassist, Violinist (I think), Singer, Drummer (that never went up), Hiroshi and Nic respectively
Bassis(h)t and I XD Not very good looking (all bassists aren't very good looking you see) but his bass is nice. Love his slides. Wonders if he can slap and pop.
Caitong and I XD
My dad =_______=
Ahwee, Nic and I XDXD
Yiwei and I XD
Jasmine (who finds drawing very difficult) and I XDXD
HUIFUN! She looks WOAH! nice.
Liwen and I XDXDXD Liwen looks really cool in this photo HAHAHA
Blurred, Nic, Zihui, Ahwee and I
Same same still blurred.
Xinyu, Nic, Ahwee and I
AUDREY! AUDREY LOOKS LIKE A DOLL. So pretty~ Swoons~~
Ahxuan and me. BLURRED.
Shena and I... BLURRED AGAIN
RAH! Rah reminds ahwee of her ma.
XINYU AND I. BLURRED ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG.
JASMINE and I! Jasmine's so cute XD
Cheng and Lee HMM
Sheila HAHA
Audrey's hair. SEE SHE LOOKS LIKE A DOLL. ><
You took the fall; And thought of me; Above all
12:19 AM
Music
Stuff
best viewed in:
Mozilla Firefox
Liuyi
Pinky
010392.
Christian
orange.purple. nygh
HCJC
MAD BBOY 09/10
Taekwondo blue [brown tape] belter
Pisces
Bassist
1. Do something nice for a stranger on the street. 2. Play kristopher at some gig.
3. Understand my mother.
4. Understand myself.
5. Go bungee jumping.
6. Watch heroes.
7. Bake cookies. 8. Go stargazing.
9. Help an autistic kid/random kid.
10. Dye/Highlight my hair.
11. Get baptized. 12. Split.
13. Get Black Belt for tkd
14. Get to HCJC. 15. Slim down by 7kg or sth.
16. Get baggy black berms and black shirt. 17. Go to Japan.
18. Get into Bboy. 19. Dance for dance night. [BACK AGAIN!] 20. Do well in econs.
21. Be a bgirl that is not despised =__=
New Year Resolutions
`o7 Not to play card/gamble `o8 Listen to my parents and not be rebellious `o9 Study hard for JC `o9 Not to be late all the time `o9 Be a better friend `1o Not to be late
`1o Be less rebellious
`1o Study hard for As
`1o Br a better friend
Thumbs-up
YAHWAE; YESHUA
Kristopher (bass)
Sweet stuff
Lifehouse
Hikaru Yaotome
L'arc~en~Ciel
P'unk~en~Ciel
HYDE
Satoshi Ohno
ナイトメア
One Ok Rock
Yamashita Tomohisa
Jealkb
JJLin
ZhouJieLun
Linkin park
Simple Plan
Good Charlotte
Tokio Hotel
Gundam SEED
Gundam SEED CE73 Stargazer